Do you still remember the young dreams?

The weather is cold and people are lazy. Sometimes I feel more impetuous, and my mind is empty, nothing. Often this time, I miss the childhood. Why is there so much at that time, and now it seems that childish is actually a happy dream?

Do you still remember your dreams when you were young?

Pushing open the door of memory, the scene of the past is like a illusion... There are sorrows, joys, loves, hates, sweet and sour with us through youth. Some of them have thought that we have already gone with the wind, but when we look back, we find that they have not been forgotten by the passage of time. On the contrary, they have been deeply hidden in our memory. It is the flower that never fades in our hearts.

For example... first love.

"First love", a warm and beautiful but slightly sad word. It represents the dream of our youth, the madness of youth, and the spoiled sentiment of the old days that we can no longer go back... In our life, we may have talked several times in love, and the first love may not be the most Unforgettable, he/she may not necessarily be the one we love the most in this life, but I don’t think anyone, no matter who it is, can’t forget the original beginning, the inexplicable heart at a certain moment...

When it comes to "first love" and when it comes to "heartbeat", many people will involuntarily think of a movie, and I am no exception. - Yes, it is the "heart" that Zhang Aijia directed.

In fact, "Heart" tells only "a simple love story". It has no ups and downs, no thrilling scenes, and some are just a piece of sweet love or sadness. But it was because of this dullness that it deeply touched us. Hao Jun, Xiaorou, Chen Li, they have more or less the shadow of our young age, and similar love stories have happened to be around us, that is, we have had 17 years old, that It is the first love that we have all been hearted for.

This story about first love happened in Hong Kong in 1977. Outside the instrument, the 17-year-old Xiaorou accidentally hit the floor-to-ceiling glass; in the instrument line, the same young Haojun fell in love with her. After that, the two met again at the friend's dance party. She drunk and accidentally spit him, so he had a reason to get close to her. He held her hand at the street food stall. - Love is so simple. Later, they watched the movie together, took the bus, kissed in the dark alley, and embraced in the cold night wind... Like all the little lovers, they had a very pure sweet love time - That day is as beautiful as a fairy tale, so that we can understand how much happiness outside the screen. However, life is not a fairy tale after all, so when this story develops to a certain time, it will always be discovered by parents. Early love has never been optimistic about the elders. Adults consider more of the child's future and future, so reprimands, snoring, persuasion, tears... Then, in the face of all kinds of pressure, both of them are upset, and then they are right. Suspicion and misunderstanding of each other, and finally they were young and angry, they finally broke up in a big fight, and did not meet again.

Many people feel sorry for them, how a pair of pairs, how pure feelings, but it is a pity because of a little misunderstanding, but it is a pity to know that if you change to be you and me, who can guarantee that they will do better than them. Better? In the eyes of lovers, there is never a grain of gravel. Adults are still like this, let alone two boys and girls. When we were young, we didn’t understand love. When we understood love, we were no longer young.

After two years, the two unexpectedly reunited in Japan. Who knows that he meets you again in the sea of ​​people, and the fate is so arranged that he always helps others... But in any case, the hometown is known, and it is his first love lover. This is a happy thing after all. On the wine table, Xiaorou Haojun laughed and talked about the past. With a three-point drink, she intentionally or unconsciously talked about the breakup of the year. "The breakup should be done cleanly, don't drag and drop - who said this?" She read it one word at a time. He bowed his head. It turned out that she always remembered it, and remembered it very clearly! Yes, how can I not remember? In the past few years, people around me have come and gone, but I still can't put down the original love. Deep love, hate is deep! Although it has been so long, those words are always a scar in her heart, a little touch, still faint pain! But what can he say?! That is just a sentence of youth However, although she hurt her heart, he also paid a heavy price for it. Because of that breakup, he no longer has the heart to learn, and finally took the parents to give 1,000 dollars, one person left home to work in a foreign country, where the land is sparse, the language is not good, life is not easy, but also suffer from lovesickness... How can he live in these years? Her dissatisfaction can find him to vent, but who should he complain about his hard work? - As a man, sometimes he can only choose silence.

Later they went to the hotel. Or want to make up for the regrets of the year, or the pain of a long time of lovesickness, the two passionate, lingering, emotional moments, everything seems to return to the beginning, he / she is still the person who loves each other.

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Everything that was done was done, and there was no need to doubt each other's feelings. So after the divorce, Hao Jun rushed back to Hong Kong to propose to Xiaorou. As long as she nodded her head and drank the glass of water, the cockroaches of many years would become a reality, but at this critical time she was only silent. I didn't understand her attitude at the time when I watched this film at the beginning of the year. You have to know, waited for a long time and finally waited until today! Without the bondage of marriage and morality, without the control and intervention of the parents, there are lovers who keep the clouds and see the moon, and they have gone through the twists and turns, and it is a happy thing. Why didn't she agree?! I was puzzled. But after many years, I finally understood it a little bit: it is undeniable that although her choice is somewhat hurtful, it is very wise. Although they still love each other deeply, although they have been deeply affectionate and have had two feelings, but everything has passed, they can no longer go back! In the separate years, time and the world have already been each other. Re-polished and shaped, now they have their own different lives and worlds, and life is hard to re-engage. When love is most beautiful, it always exists only in memories, and the most romantic thing is... no later events.

Hao Jun seems to understand, so he did not force her, but quietly returned to Japan.

- Is this the fate? "If acquaintance is a fate, isn't it necessary to break up early?" I don't know.

The last time they met was because Chen Li’s accident passed away. Today, more than 20 years later, Xiaorou knew that the former wife of Hao Jun was actually Chen Li, the best friend she had when she was a child. Looking at the fax sent by Hao Jun, I believe Xiaorou is crying. In the age of the boy who was ignorant, Chen Li was her close friend, a messenger between her and Hao Jun. She can share her most hidden thoughts with her, can get comfort from her when she is most sad, but she did not think, in fact, Chen Li loves people, she is. So when Chen Li confessed to her, she escaped angrily. However, this does not affect Chen Li's feelings for her. She has always loved Xiaorou, so she worked hard to love the people she once loved and even married him. Whether it is revenge or another form of proximity, it is undeniable that Hao Jun was in the most difficult days in Japan, Chen Li accompanied him, she has been helping Xiaorou to do what she might want but not The way to do it, "Love House and Wu" got the best interpretation in Chen Li. At Chen Li’s funeral, Xiaorou couldn’t help but burst into tears. I believe that at that moment, she and Chen Li completely bury their hatchet.

At the end of the film, the middle-aged Xiaorou sat on the plane and opened the box he gave her. It was a set of photos, which were shot in the sky when they were young. "That is, I want your day, give it all to you." At that moment, she was speechless, with tears in her eyes...

Although the past is not chasing, it is not reminiscent of it, but it is not like smoke. The dream of a young age, the initial beginning, the moment of confrontation with someone at a certain moment, is the moving landscape that is always irreplaceable in our hearts. It will always be engraved there, listening to our heartbeat, accompanying our breathing, guarding our memories forever...

Remember the dream of youth?

Like a flower that never fades

Accompany me through the wind and rain

Seeing impermanence

Look at the changes

The price paid for love

It’s always memorable.

All heartfelt words

Forever in my heart, although she is no longer

Let’s go, people always have to learn to grow up.

Let’s go, life is inevitable, and it’s hard to struggle.

Let’s go and find a home for your heart.

Also sad tears

Also had a heartbreak

This is the price of love

Maybe I still think about her occasionally.

Occasionally, I will remember her

Just when she is an old friend.

Also makes me feel bad and let me worry

It’s just that there is no more spark in my heart.

Let the past go with the wind.

All heartfelt words

Still in my heart

Although she is no longer

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