Nothing can beat you, just like there is nothing to save you.

Text / Lu Sihao

One thousand years is probably the hardest day for me.

If I didn't find the house smoothly, I would put a sleeping bag in my friend's house. I had to go to class at night to catch up with the manuscript. My friends would go to work early in the morning and fear that they would wake up in the library. They would go home in the morning and get up again in the morning. The gap went to find a house; I went to visit the publishing house that I had talked about years ago, and the little girl who received me smiled. It didn't take long for me to walk out of the office building. It was winter, but the sun was particularly warm. I looked up at the so-called office buildings and suddenly felt that I was small and stupid.

I don't have many friends, but fortunately, all of them are screened by time. They saw my expression and didn't ask anything. After going home, I went down the whole pot. Timi said while cooking: "The eight-pack of the trough is what you owe me. Remember to come back next time." Then the buns recommended me a song, saying that I definitely like it. Then I started to hopelessly like the yellow on coldplay.

The IELTS prepared during the same period always has one subject that is not up to standard. I have spent the last three days on the subject of school layout and took the second to last. At that time, the little friends who struggled together began to prepare their third book. In fact, this is nothing, but one day my mom called me and asked me if the money was not enough. The head was hit by a cone.

For me and my friends around me, what is frustrating is not a problem. When you encounter something that doesn't go well, you will feel the spring blossoming when you hang a few fingers in the middle finger. If you don't want to go to KTV, you will be the first to take the power train. Then you will have a few Maydays. Just thinking about my parents every time, I will feel bad, not to feel bad about myself, nor to be afraid of their disappointment. I am afraid that they will feel bad about me and fear that they will worry.

This winter, Timi lost his love; the buns' studio didn't care about eating the last meal, the only money was the train ticket that couldn't be moved, that was his last bottom line; Li Wei and her roommate were seriously different; and I started Seriously consider the idea of ​​"or give up if you want to." My first editor and my dad also said similar things to me. One said that I was not suitable, and the other planned my future. I began to write a word or two for two hours in a word, and I started to paint a picture for a long time in the end of the painting. I was stunned for a word and a half hour. Many times I walk out of the library, I feel that my feet are not my own.

Then that winter passed.

What should I do if I am not willing to fail? What should I do if I am not willing to give up? What should I do if I fail? What should I do if I am depressed? Recently, I have often heard people ask me such words. To be honest, what can I do? Give up some fun, and This talent is mostly impossible to make up, just like my high school classmates, the first IELTS is eight, the recent GMAT is easy 760, and he can also play in various activities. Some people can do a lot of things that you want to do at the same time. Some people can burst you on emotional intelligence and IQ. What do you do at this time?

Resentment is especially good? Is it rolling over the floor? Is a plate of ketchup thrown on the data? If the roll is useful, I can roll hundreds of laps on the ground. Unfortunately, it is useless.

I told myself that I couldn't do anything in the middle of a lot of things, then I gave up something that wasn't that important; I couldn't take a lot of words in a few minutes, then I spent hours, that's always okay.

So I started reading a book every week; so I started to pick up the words every morning, forcing myself to finish the thing I hated the most; so I started to write something to the word before going to bed every day; When I started to ask for the 10,000 words, I wrote 20,000 words and deleted them. If I didn't write well, I would write them twice.

Some sentences were read and I didn’t have any feelings, no use. Some of the questions were done, and there was no similar one during the exam. But some sentences suddenly popped up at a certain moment. When I didn't understand it, I suddenly understood it. Some of my thoughts suddenly came to my mind. However, some of the questions appeared similar during the exam, and it was not until the exam was finished that they began to rejoice. Fortunately, one night did not slack off the topic.

There has never been a sudden sudden in this world. If it’s not my day and night, I don’t think you will know who I am; if the buns give up that summer, his studio won’t be as hot as it is now; if it’s not for me, just do more A few questions, my IELTS will not be able to successfully test 4 eight; if in December last year, I did not wake up every morning to start reading until the evening, I will not successfully finish G.

Everyone has their own ambitions, there must be, but correspondingly, not everyone realizes what they need to pay to realize their ambitions. Many people have started to blame others, but they have never realized that their ambitions need more effort, positioning is too high and not enough. When your talents don't deserve your ambitions, just calm down and try to think about how much energy you spend on what you want to do.

Inspirational about this thing, there is a time limit. Don't expect a stimulus to change you smoothly. A person's motivation can only come from himself. You can only motivate yourself in a different way until it becomes part of your blood. You can only learn how to stand on the ground with your own strength if you keep falling.

Now that two winters have passed, I have ushered in another winter. My situation is not much better than it was at the beginning, but how much is better. Nothing can save you at once, just like there is nothing that can knock you down at a time. Everyone's life is a process, with a long foreshadowing: all the bulls are behind the hard walls that are hard to accumulate, all the hard behind It’s a stupid insistence.

As for me, how much stronger than the past, no matter whether I pay the price or not. Everyone has their own ambitions and fragile times, but some people choose to go forward at each node that they can choose to give up. I admire such people, and I have to be such a person. If I don’t make myself stronger than the past, I can’t afford the hardships I have experienced. As for what will happen in the future, it will be known to go on with force.