Out of the wetlands of youth

Time is like an author. Arranging different plots in the long passages of life. Every way, every person, every story, you have no idea how it will give you an unexpected embarrassment, a bad plot. After the hindsight, I clearly realized that youth is a book that is too hasty, but still tears, read it again, and such a profound expression always affects those who are old in youth.

Occasionally fell in love with the end of a poem "I am 21 years old, I am out of the swamp of youth." In the post-adolescence, we only rationally realized that youth is a swamp. If we are always struggling to do blind struggles, we will only get deeper and deeper and begin to hate and suffocate the world. Therefore, I always love to look for certain words in a thick book, some kind of resonance, some traces like stories, and gradually realize their youth. They have also walked like this, know how to self-redemption, step by step. Out of the swamp of youth.

From "I have forgotten for a lifetime," I began to read Chai Jing, a thin and obsessed woman. Whenever the midnight thoughts are slow, it seems as if she heard every word she spoke in "Tenderness in the Night", soothing a city lightly. Impetuous, drifting, lonely heart. Twenty-two years old, holding a dream north, she described her own future with a word - beyond recognition. And in her current achievements, looking back at her youth, she has to admit that youth is a desolate swamp, but she grows into a clear lotus with a clear heart and no dye, no high posture, no Charming, some are just the persistence and watchfulness of standing proudly.

From Bai Yansong’s "Pain and Happiness", I know that no generation of youth is easy, and his youth is also true. When his youth gradually peeled off and faded away from the youthful light, it was the deep and wise that was given to him by the years. When I stood in the early twenties, in the vent of youth, when I took some feelings to understand Lin Huiyin, San Mao, Chai Jing, and touched every footprint of their growth, I realized the depth of each footprint. . It seems that with some understanding, I can read the prayers in San Mao’s "Fairy Garden": "If you have a tree in the future, if you have an afterlife, you have to be a tree, stand for eternity, and have no sorrowful and joyful posture. Half Peaceful in the dust, half in the wind, half in the shade, half in the sun. Very silent and very proud, never rely on never looking." When she left her taste of life unpredictable and destined, the woman bears The unbearable weight of life. Before ending her life, she just promised to be a tree that is not sad or unhappy, never relying on, never looking for.

One day, in front of a friend, weeping hysterically, tears and weakness, I explained the grievances that I could not bear, and she just quietly took the pity and wiped the tears with paper towels, then told me to put Smile and change. When I calmed down a little, she said softly: "Actually, this age tears should not be so easily revealed in your most obvious parts, representing your immaturity. And the grievances you suffer are often your own. When adding weight, often the beginning and end of a thing is how you look at it. Everything has a lot to look at. If you always look at the dark part of it, you can never see the sun... "It's just like this. I asked her how she did such a peaceful heart. She said that she loves to read books and likes to comfort herself in the book." I still remember when Chai Jing’s "Seeing" interviewed Yao Chen, Yao Chen was on the microblog and was concerned that the first ring of thousands of people was focused by more people. She said that she always said that she always loves inferiority and is not smart. Always do something cumbersome. She doesn't have much words to magnify her own achievements. It's just a simple metaphor. People are like a ball. People often see the bright side, but they don't know anything about the dark back. . And life is like that.

Silently, "The Time to Look Around" has this description. "Young people have a small heart. A little bit of suffering is put into it. It seems big. When you grow up, your heart will grow bigger. Even bigger sorrow Going in, you can still leave indifferently and calmly forget. So patience, one day our heart will grow bigger than sadness." Zhou Guoping is another way of thinking to understand this otherwise incomplete world. "Good" reads "Being in any kind of desperation, as long as you are still alive, you must treat the desperate as a life, accept all its pain, and refuse any tiny happiness that it may still have." Tiny happiness That is, don't enlarge the sorrow, but discover the tiny happiness, let the sun gradually swell your heart, and the darkness is natural and there is no trace.

Standing in the early 20s with little youth left, it is like standing in the wilderness of time, watching the wind whizzing past, or squatting down and stopping, or moving against the wind, but before stopping OK, my world may be just that wilderness, and there can be no proud flowers in it. I think that the best way for a person is to not panic about life. When encountering various accidents in life, I will find that the growth of a person does not always negate the former self, nor does it ridicule the ignorance of the time with a mature attitude. But gradually I know that when others question you, you can at least say to yourself, although every step I take is slow, but I have never retreated. Don't wait for the youthful mottled, just wash away the dirt from your body and walk out of the swamp of youth, you will harvest a bright future.