Gong Linna's inspirational speech: looking for the real road

Dear young friends,

Hello everyone! Do you have an unforgettable day that is the most different day for you? For me, July 27, 2008 is the most special day of my life. The action of rehearsing long silk on the back of the hand is the last dance movement in my life, and then the accident happens in the next second.

I am eating on the legs, because the dancer is such a profession. We often mention dancers, we want to wear more beautiful skirts, and then stand on the toes. It is a ballerina. Actually, my career is basically similar to that. But on July 27th, after the twelfth cut of my lumbar vertebrae, I don’t want to stand on my toes. I can’t move even one toe now, so I thought that fate had a huge joke with me at that time. . Liu Yan, can't you lift your legs? Can't you dance? You don't have a nickname called Liu Yiji. Now I don't even have a aunt who sweeps the street. Because she can go to the street to sweep the floor, she can walk, but I can't. I was thinking about it during that time. I said that I can't dance. I can't walk. What can I do? Can you guess it? Why should I learn to dance? I dance because my mother gave me a suggestion. When I was a child, I had a habit. I didn't eat well, and my grandmother would chase after it. My mom would have a headache. Because of this, I have learned to jump, run, swim, and anyway, my mother can think of the sports she has taught me all over, but I don't like it very much. Only when she gave me the choice of dance, I felt that at that time, when I didn't know what was a dream, I could use four words to describe my treatment of dance, rain or shine.

When I was a child, there was one thing. Before I went to the dance academy, I learned an amateur class in the Little Star Art Troupe of the Inner Mongolia Song and Dance Troupe in 1993. Then my mother told me one day, Liu Yan, we can't go to the dance class today. What do I say? She said that at night, it is raining at seven o'clock in the class. It will be more than four o'clock, and the weather forecast says. I was unhappy when I couldn't go to the dance class. I was at the window and I didn't eat. My mom said that you still have to eat it, eat it, if the rain is small, I will take you there. I said really, she said it really, then I ate the meal. But it’s still a huge rain at six o'clock. It’s less than half a minute to go out, the heavy rain that your hair is wet. My mother is very painful to me. It is also the kind of mother who is more than me. She said that at half past six, I will go to Liu Yan at seven o'clock, and then I will not speak. She said that you want to go to us, I am very happy, then my mother is riding a bicycle and wearing a poncho, I am sitting in the back seat, although it is summer, I am particularly impressed, because the poncho is not so long, The entire calf is wet. Then I went to the place where I learned dance and went to the practice hall. I didn’t come when a child didn’t come. I was particularly disappointed. My mother was very distressed, and she went out. After less than ten minutes, my teacher ran across the slippers and ran over. Later, I realized that my mother ran to the teacher in the communication room on the first floor of the practice hall. She was very confused when she received a call from my mother. She said that it was such a big rain. She said that I thought there was no children to come to class, so I Didn't come, my mother said that Liu Yan came, and then she gave me a dance class that day. So this is when I was injured when I was 27 years old. I remembered what I dreamed of at that time. When did I know what to pursue? I know what it means to be rain or shine. I have no concept at all. Maybe there is a lot of time in life that you don't need to give yourself an answer, but you are already doing it, then I was admitted to the Beijing Dance Academy. I am here to confess to you, I am not a kind of savvy, it is rather stupid, usually I will be next to the pole. The teacher really can't stand me, because I can't do it, I will cry myself. I just want to be too strong. At that time, I will line up every night to line up with all my classmates to call the phone booth. Maybe my classmates will call. For Mom and Dad, but I am not, I will call my class teacher. What do I do? Admit mistakes, admit mistakes and say that I didn’t do well in class today. I will do well tomorrow, and then I will cry with my teacher on the phone. Now I am a colleague with my teacher. It is also very good. friend. When we talked about this matter now, she said that it was annoying to you at that time. When it was more than nine o'clock in the evening, she began to be nervous. She said that Liu Yan had to call again and wanted to cry with me. I was the kind. Especially serious, then a bit stupid, a student who loves to cry.

Although everyone later gave me a look up and called me a young dancer, I know that I was born to be not a white swan. I was accompanied by a classmate of our class at that time and was called the second prize. Professional households." I have participated in many competitions, and I have not won any gold medals in many competitions. All of them are second prizes. I have a self-contradictory attitude in the face of the game. I have repeatedly lost and defeated. Even if I took the second prize, I burst into tears, but when I asked the school to participate in the next school, I said that Liu Yan still participated, I said, of course, I still have to participate. It wasn't until 2004 that I got the first gold medal in my life, and then I felt that fate had made a huge joke with me, which made me hurt my leg at the moment when I was going to present the most brilliant career. This fall is not only an opportunity for me to miss the eyes of such billions of people in 2008, I think it may have ruined my artistic life. Later, I discovered that I not only lost my dance, but even if I had a lot of foreign things in my life, I would say no to me. My confidence is simply frustrated to what extent. I went back to the hospital from the hospital. My study room and my living room have a connection. The study room is a wooden floor, and the living room is a marble. The wooden floor will be shorter and the marble will be higher. I was so slippery that day, I think I It’s gone, it’s gone, it’s gone, it’s still a little bit, and it’s still too late, my neck has been holding. Dancers have this characteristic and feel that their bodies are omnipotent. I will support my neck. I feel that my focus will be adjusted before I am sure, but at that moment, the wheelchair was turned back. One second of my self-confidence is being turned back. That frustration is not only the loss of the dance career, but also every detail in life. I am now twenty-four hours a day, even when I am sleeping, there must be a nursing staff next to me. I found that I broke a space of my own, and I think you can have a common understanding with me for girls. You don't have a private space. It will be a huge torture for me. You can't imagine how I can get out of my haze. I don't want to say these words. I don't think it's useless. It's like the media has been saying for a while that Liu Yan is very strong. Yes, I am also very acquainted with this word now, but I actually think that this thing is not enough to describe my own experience. Over, and the years that are now going through.

Although I can't walk, I have been moving forward and I have experienced it. It is not a word that is "strong". I feel that all self-confidence is not something that others have built for you. It must be given to you. I think the reason for this is that everyone understands that I am taking my own analogy. Because I was an actor, I decided to take a doctoral degree and test the doctoral degree of dance at the China Academy of Art. Actually, I am super confident in this matter. For example, my English, I think I may not be able to pass. . But I also had a confidence that I couldn’t take the test this year. I can take the test next year. I won’t be able to take the test again next year. Anyway, I have to give myself the opportunity to learn. That is an opportunity for me to continue my career. So I will go to the doctor. You see life like this, you don't know what happens in the next second, the accident is sometimes good or bad. I was admitted to the first year of my exam in 2019. There were more than 70 students who took my tutor, and then she only received one student. Later she asked me. So I just think that sometimes you don't know, your complete estimate is that you can't test it, and then life gives you a surprise, so from that moment I think Dr. Kao may be a milestone for my Liu Yan. Things. Why? Because I found out that I couldn’t do it after I fell in 2008. From that day I found out that I can. Later I felt that the doctor opened up my mood. As the saying goes, when God closes a door for you, it will open a window for you. Many people say that this thing has also been fulfilled in me. But I personally think that you must have a power to push the window open, instead of waiting for it to open. When you take the initiative, you will find that the window will open, but you must push it yourself. I think it seems like I’ve been talking about it so far. I’ve been hurt by this incident, but I think this is life. We should treat everything with ignorance, because I know, I There is still a lot to go.

I firmly believe in one thing, although I can't stand up again, like before July 27, spinning on the dance, lifting legs, jumping, etc., but I am on the stage of work, on the stage of life, On the stage of today's "Opening a Talk", you can still have your own attitude to dance. I believe in any of my own gestures, any attitude, any look, any smile, any finger movement, is a dance for myself, so I think I dance on my own life stage, I jump My own dance, thank you!