Nothing is wrong, how can I struggle?

There have been many recent incidents, and I don’t know where to start. In fact, it is only a small matter.

First of all, I was caught by the student union to play the mobile phone to deduct me 20 points. It is easy to get the credits. I wear high-heeled shoes and a short skirt. The 10th session is so arrogant, I want to go to the top and want to be crazy! Your sister, I have no interest in 09, it is your turn!

There are only 6 girls in our class and five in the student union. But I am not. One is my good friend. She just entered the school and entered our class teacher. She likes her to think that her teacher will recommend her. Ok, I admit that I don't look like a good boy, and that the students are rarely a student union, and even if they want to be strict, they should be strictly examined. This is not fair, isn't it?! One is how I got into the table at the same time. I don't know if it was our class girl at the time. The other two cockroaches, one is "popular". When you see a man who is older than you, you will recognize the brother of your brother. It is a coincidence that a minister in our department is his brother. There is also a male student in our class who has been in the student union for a year. It is also a small soldier. The girl who secretly loves our class, just happens, they will find someone with a quota and give it to her. The last one of his relatives is the teacher of our school who knows everything. gosh. What? I have talked to the class teacher many times about the fact that I want to enter the student union, but I don’t know if she didn’t understand or anything else. I always know that I am not now, nothing is!

Our school implements a credit system to encourage students to participate in activities, but because of the paramilitary relationship in our school, many activities are restricted. And our class teacher has a good relationship with our two day-to-day girls, but there are opportunities for activities. My good friends are always more than me. Although I am also very active, I want to work hard to change myself. The opportunity will not fall from the sky, even if it really falls down, it will not lie on my head. I understand from the small country. Because I am not a good boy, there is no background and no money at home. Not to do anything to please others. However, I really worked hard to add brilliance to my resume. However, it seems that many things are not rewarded if you work hard. My good friends can have a lot of opportunities to participate in activities without any effort. And I didn't have much to worry about. When I had the opportunity to participate in the etiquette team, because I couldn't compare them, I was desperately practicing at home. I didn't know how nervous I was when the teacher discussed it. I care a lot about my appearance. I want to let others know that I can do it too. I participated in the waltz performance. Actually, the opportunity is not enough for me. I just tried to say that I can speak in front of the teacher. Others don't know how many girls there are at the time, but I don't care about them. I am happy when I go home to tell my mother. Even if I know I have to rehearse at night, I will participate. The day of the show was very cold for about ten degrees. I danced in the playground in a short-sleeved shirt skirt. They only know that I am dancing, but I don't know that my hands are all goose bumps. After school on the morning of the 5th, I left the school and there was an activity. I was the hostesses to welcome the guests. Oh, we left other students that day and said that they didn't want to, I am attached to them, but I am very happy because it can add credits. Although the temperature of that day was only 8 °C. When the hostesses actually said that they were just dressed. Beautiful furnishings. Those who have high-end restaurants in the big belly can not look at us. They don’t care if we stand in the wind for hours, they only know that they are guests. Distinguished guest.

When I was young, my mother told others that I didn’t like the children of Pneumatics. I didn’t talk. I can't talk casually in class, and the teacher will give me a blank eye. At that time, I thought that as long as this would have a teacher like me, it seems that it is really naive, because the teacher only likes children with good grades, no matter what you usually do. I really don't like to talk now. Say you can understand me. Can you change this fact when you say it?

I suddenly felt that I was like a money sample. I hope that I can live a good life without any skill. There is no other skill to think about the best. Happiness is a price to pay. Success is more of a struggle for myself. I know more than anyone else. But I don't have that chance. I don't have a superior background in the family, not a high student. I am nothing!

For the so-called personal connections, some friends of the three religions and the brothers and brothers told me that I could not do it. I could not do it to sacrifice my own color. Sure enough, I still can't do it, but I give up the girl's reserved and I can't do it. Maybe I should learn from them, huh, huh. It’s ridiculous that the things I don’t cut at all are really necessary for my graduation. This world is really a worldly wind. School is the epitome of society.