Learn to release

On April 4, 2019, the tenth day after you left.

The sun passed through the atmosphere, and the sun shone in the window. I sat silently sitting cross-legged at the window, looking at the busy crowd outside the window, a bang, and a burst of buzz.

Silently, the music is opened, listening to the phrase "I don't know what is obedience" in the first song of "Let's Rebirth", the tears of the sudden tears, the heart whirls and sorrows .

Obedience, obedience, obedience!

I don't know what to obey, I can't do how to obey, I never thought about obeying.

Tears filled his eyes, ticked in the black and white striped shirt on the chest, I quickly rubbed my face to the face, but found that how to wipe the tears did not stop the flow of the footsteps, the feeling of decadence was born, even Can't tears be controlled?

If I can't control it, can I let it go back?

The lips clenched and did not dare to let the crying sound shine through the slightest, the hand clenched his face tightly, did not dare to look up at the wall mirror in his own wolverine look, I whispered whispering, wolverine avoidance Still, I still can't stop the deep sorrow in my heart!

The song is still playing, but I can't see it, I can't hear it. The world's cockroaches seem to be away from me, immersed in my own dark world, remembering the bits and pieces!

Your tolerance, your tolerance, your concession, your company, and a blame you have never had!

I don't know what happened to me. I don't want to know what happened to me. I only know that everything can't go back!

Silence, I don’t know how long it took, but I finally raised my head mechanically. I looked at the world outside the window. Everything touched by the sights was empty and there was no landing. The whole world faded, leaving only the original black and white. !

The line of sight drifted and finally settled on the floor that was still under construction. The building was originally only one floor. In the past few days, the head of the household has been working hard to build cement and cover the floor. Although the strength of one person is limited, after a few days, Labor, now has a certain result!

Now that the rising sun has just risen, I saw the head of the household continuing to be busy in the building. When I watched him, he waved to me. "Little girl, you don’t care about the bed in the morning. Look at the window? Don't waste your time in the building, go out and see the world outside!"

In an instant, I felt a variety of colors come together, a little bit, a drop, a piece, painted in my black and white pupils, yeah, the world outside.

Go and see the world outside!

It’s time to take a look at the world outside!

I am going to see the world outside!

I suppressed the sudden mood, the whole world seems to have opened an unknown button, and my heart screamed to go out, and broke through the heavy cage to my heart.

I hurriedly jumped out of the window sill, hurried to the washstand and wiped a face, changed the clothes, painted the makeup, made up the scorpion, put on the high heel, and then looked back at the completely different self in the mirror, watching The sky is shining high in the sky, I smile, this is the real me!

Looking back at the empty room, my smile, perhaps, I will not come back here in the past few days, stooping and taking the wallet, this will be my dependence in recent days, taking the step of decision To the unknown journey!

The past will pass,

The future has not yet arrived.

The end of grasping is now,

We should learn to be relieved.