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Thank you, Qiu Lao, and thank you for your friends and relatives. There are also readers and readers from all over the years and media friends.

Today, it’s freezing cold. Everyone came from afar. It’s hard. After reading the film, many readers have left a message to me and asked me why I told you that one person gives you freedom. You are not independent. You are still a slave. I thought about it. Before I wrote this book, I turned over the diary when I was about twenty years old. I wanted to find some reference, but I read one book and then found that this history seems to It doesn't matter to me. Why, because there are things in it, there are basically no facts, no scenes, no descriptions, no dialogues, all of them are me, me, and I have no reflections and criticisms on myself. It’s even more tragic to look at. I thought that the things that fall in love should always be more clearly remembered, but after reading it, I found that those who talked about love in the past can’t remember, because there are basically only descriptions, emotions and conclusions. For example, when I read the first few pages, I was still writing "Ah, he was sent to me by the teacher of God." After turning a few pages, it became "He was a personal scum", and all of them only had conclusions. I just thought, Teacher Chai, what happened to you in the past, but I don’t remember, so I don’t want to say that reporting a country is just reporting that it’s a very difficult thing because of the report’s requirements. Accurate, objective, fair, and balanced. These principles are sometimes contradictory to some obscured instinct in human nature. People can't help but want to shape themselves. People want to cover up the facts that are not good for themselves. To evaluate others, people want to say, I am correct and why I am so correct, so the events happening in one person are news every day. We record ourselves and record the history of a nation or a country. That is to say, our spiritual history, if they are reported in such a way as I am, then when we look back at the past, it’s like watching a family with a fog and seeing nothing, not seeing others or seeing ourselves because There is no essence of life in it. When I was twenty-three or four years old, I went to CCTV to do the news, and I did it with such a mode of thinking, so that kind of embarrassment can be imagined.

At that time, Chen Hao was jealous of us. I remember once, he said something with a young reporter's film. Of course, the film was very moving. It was a teacher who had a middle school. Then he took four children with intellectual disabilities to his home and ate at home. I lived at home and ordered homework for them. I was very emotional. Chen Hao said that he was very touched, but he felt vaguely a little bit wrong. He called the reporter and asked, "What about collecting money?" "The reporter said "receive" and "how much money to collect" and said "one person is two or three thousand." He counted it. After one year down 120,000, the money that was deducted from eating and drinking Lazard may be higher than the teacher at school. Wages. Chen Hao said that before I did not know how to collect the money, I was moved by the action of this homework. After I knew it, this action seemed to me to save money. Then he asked, who gave it to you, ah, I want to ask you to have your own thoughts, let you express what you have, who is giving you this? Chen Yu said it is right, but "who taught you "At the time, I thought that he mentioned it too much like a foreign guest. Then I thought that when I was a child, my mom wanted me to be influenced by some art and art, and I also found various ways, such as letting me learn music. Because literature is the most people to infect the soul, but my talent is more mediocre, now, probably, the violin I might pull a song called "White Hair Girl", the erhu is learning with my dad, will pull a The song "Little Cabbage", I will also play the accordion guerrillas, so it is also called the young woman of literature and art, so this is a literary atmosphere of this era. In this atmosphere, you see the most expressive of literature and art. It should be a human being, but the person in our music is either a fighter or a complainant, so this model actually penetrates into your blood. You think you are rebellious. You think you are against it. This one But if you don't pay attention, the inertia of the mind will drive you to be the one you oppose the most. How to lift it is actually the most difficult thing.

At that time, Chen Hao was jealous of us, and I tried a film. He took it and looked at it. Are you a robot? You will take it back and change it. After you have finished the war, you will show it to him. This time he is very gentle, he said, um. You are not a robot this time. You are not even a person. You are a machine. However, relying on this harsh scolding, it seems that it is useless, because you used to be like a crutches in your mind. You have been walking with it for many years, and you are used to it. You are safe. Suddenly you pulled it off. Your own legs and feet are not so strong. You don’t know how to go forward. You can only fall to the ground. Therefore, Chen Hao later gave up on me. He told me, hehe, You go, you guys rely on language is useless, that is, don't hit the south wall, don't look back, he is right, this hit the south wall, the human head hits the head on the blood, you have feelings, you think The muscles are not so rigid. When this is loose, the outside world can invade you, invade your mind, invade your mind, crush your pattern, destroy your original concept, so why am I? This book writes about the people I have seen in the past ten years, because only talent constitutes the present.

I didn't know what was accurate before. In 2003, during SARS, I saw the emergency room of the People's Hospital on April 19th. They evacuated all the SARS patients that day. It was an escape-like evacuation. All the beddings. They all fell to the ground, and then the chairs were all four feet, just like screaming. Zhu Jinhong, the director of the emergency department at the time, took me to the scene. He only showed me a small blackboard on the wall. This blackboard The majority of the 22 names were written with the words "pneumonia". He told me that they are actually SARS. He said that the patient did not know, and he did not know the infusion. Is the doctor informed? Informed, But everyone is kneeling here, not even the isolation suit. I asked him, "How do you distinguish between the clean area and the contaminated area? He pointed to this, "differentiating in the heart," I said, what protection do you rely on? He said that I am taking mental protection. After the People’s Hospital, there were 76 medical staff infected, and two doctors in the emergency department died. When he told me this, the desperate and painfulness of the almost blank face on the face was to let a young person understand why the news should be accurate. Because on April 19th, many media still told the outside world that citizens can go to the streets without masks, and I have been convinced of this information. I have neglected my duties, so I dare not be so sloppy. Because the word "accurate" is related to the lives of others.

I didn't know what it meant to be "equality" before. When it comes to equality, I have to make a gesture in front of the camera. Later, I went to interview Li Yang about this domestic violence incident. After finishing the interview outline, I closed the book. I think I should feel his feelings. In the ten minutes with my eyes closed, I found out that I felt. It’s not his feelings, I wake up the memories of my childhood. On the way to a middle school, the day was pushed by a little punk to the side of the street, and the head squatted at the moment of the cement. I know that the most gratifying thing is not the injury on the body or the soil on the head. The feeling that makes you uncomfortable makes you hate yourself. You think it must be something that I have broken down. I will incur such a fate. I took a bunch of flowers to his wife. After the woman saw the bunch of flowers, she moved out of a family photo album and showed it to me. They were covered with photos of their family over the years. One of them was next to her husband’s photo, and a rose was attached. I have been spending a long time. It is the wedding anniversary of a certain year. She reminded her husband’s secretary to buy it. On this flower, she pressed all the leaves with a plastic film and stored it flat. Especially good, this dry petals gave me a deep stimulation. I used to think that people are people, I am me. At that moment, I feel that there is no one, I am like it. Like me, the complete desire for oneself is the same, and the same is true for happiness. But it was born here, he lives like this, I was born there, living like that. So what is equality? Equality is not to go to grief or sympathy. Equality is that I and you are living together in a similar life. What you have endured, I will certainly endure. When we are together struggling for survival, we are equal. .

I didn't really ask for truth before, because I didn't have very strict thinking training, I still liked the kind of thinking method that I used to make a lot of tricks, and I used the thinking method of selling wisdom. It was more gorgeous and it was very eye-catching. But in 2007, when I interviewed the South China Tigers, there was a detail in the film. At that time, Zhou Zhenglong wore a big cotton jacket. In this place, I sat with him and interviewed together. It was difficult to distinguish between true and false. After the interview that day, my colleagues were together, and I found that the group of our five people had a very serious disagreement. Some people think that the photos must be fake, and two colleagues said that they must be true. I said why, but my colleague said that Zhou Zhenglong was wearing a big cockroach and sitting in the wheat field with the light in the middle of the mountain. It is an old hero. He said, let's say, how can a person who lie dare to look directly at the camera? At this moment, I have a particularly deep image. I think, oh, everyone's aesthetics, experience, and intuition are completely different. You have to rely on emotion and emotion. Who can't convince anyone, can only rely on the facts and cause and effect to continue to sort out. We also don't have any other places to rely on. They are empty-handed and can only rely on one sentence to get evidence. With this sentence, you can trace back from the end of the logical chain, let it support and interlock. With such a cumbersome power, even a small child can pull out the buried giants from the land. This is the power of logic, which is also the power of truth-seeking.

When I was a kid, I always liked to ask my mom to say that this person is a good person and a bad person. After growing up, it is easy to have a world view of good and evil and black and white. When I was doing the show, it was really so happy. When we saw the good guys appearing, we added some music and immediately added tears. When we saw the bad guys, they gnashed their teeth and couldn’t wait to scream. However, in 2019, I was in Chongqing, interviewing a land auction event. Someone reported to us that a person named Chen Kunzhi manipulated the land auction. When I interviewed him, he almost confessed to all the facts. He didn't think there was any problem with this. He lost more than 10 million agency fees and worked for others. This is labor income. Then, when he left the house, he told me that he graduated from the Public Security University. I am To play the law, after the program was aired, later, in this investigation and trial, Chen Kunzhi was sentenced to death. But I always remember that in the interview, he once said to me that no one is just in this incident. Don't play this banner for the sake of interest. He gave me some information. I confirmed it one by one and found that he was right. The people who reported him to us in the same year were also in need of interest, and they also demanded improper interests. Just the law of the jungle, the big fish eat small fish. Therefore, in the program, each party thinks that the other party is a triad society, and each party has written a suicide note, and each party has tears when they read the suicide note. In fact, there is no group image of a suffering group, only one specific person, one specific person in need. Chen Kunzhi let me understand what is balance. Balance is to be alert to each side's discourse. Only by letting these different discourses fight each other and play against each other can we be close to the true face of the facts. Make sure you are not a vassal of prejudice.

When I was just a reporter, I still have a habit. Sometimes, someone who has made a mistake will ask him if he wants to express his apology. Do you regret it? Some leaders reminded me at the time, but I didn't think it was wrong at the time. I think that I am also doing a good job for the society. Later, in 2019, I interviewed a survey of electric shock treatment for internet addiction. This electric therapy addiction was set up in a hospital. We were allowed to observe their entire course. There is a very fixed link in this course. After that, all the students collectively kneel down to the doctor, holding their legs, and glaring at him, everyone shouted and cried. I circled around them. I saw that most of them had faces on their faces, their faces were dry, and there was no tears, but the voice was loud. I interviewed later, one of them, the girl sat in front of me and said that clicking on it does not hurt, just like a mosquito, I am particularly willing to stay here. Just when I was going to end the interview, I suddenly saw tears on her face. I asked her, why are you suffering? She said, I am not suffering, I said, why are you crying, she said that I did not Tears, when it comes to this, her tears have flowed to the gang. She said, I am willing to stay here. After saying this, the tears on her face slammed on her trousers. In the interview, I asked the doctor why they kneel to you, he said because they are grateful. I said that they might be coerced or they are loaded? He said a word with a smile, can not be good for a lifetime? It is this person's sentence, so I dare not ask others again. Do you want to express your apologies and regrets.

There are endless possibilities for true humanity, and any mandatory purpose, even for good purposes, may lead to widespread hypocrisy. Therefore, interviews are only presented, not judged; they are knowledge, not transformation. In this book, I wrote down the people I met in the past ten years. They incited the original concepts in my mind and made me in a state of uneasiness.

However, Luanke said in one sentence that freedom is inherently unstable. In fact, these concepts I mentioned are very simple things, and they have already been proven. After ten years, I slowly approached them. Write them meaningful? I don't know, but for me, there seems to be a freedom that belongs to my own soul. Even if it is the truth, I hope that through my own constant mistakes, I will continue to overthrow and rebuild to understand it. Life is an experience, experience time will not be vain, experience these feelings will belong to you, you thus establish your own life, when you are established, you belong to it. So these concepts have no sense of honor for the profession for me. They are related to the true essence of the people in this world. No matter how far we go, we must protect this essence and never give it away.

In the 20-year-old diary, I saw a lot of clichés, and only one sentence made me feel a little more. At that time, I was already a moderator. Then one day I wrote in the diary. I said that the people around me are discussing together. What are our ideals in the future? Many people say that I want to be the host of CCTV. I said that my ideal is higher than this, the full stop. Then, this page is over. I am quite curious. What is my ideal? After turning over, Xiaochai wrote a sentence and said that I want to constantly improve myself. When a manpower map perfects himself, he will no longer seek anything from the outside world, and he will not want to push anything outside. He will focus on the inside of the person, and the progress of society will be tried by an independent person. In the process of getting it. My starting point is so low, so this process will be infinitely long and never end. Thinking of this, I think it is practical.

A month ago, I also asked a child to cry again in an interview because I didn't understand him. I don't know that children sometimes know their lives through language rather than through behavior. I was very depressed at the time. I sat alone for half an hour, where. Later, I asked Lu Anke, a German volunteer who accompanied the child for ten years. I said how can I always change my weaknesses? Luanke said that if it is so easy, we still have such a long life. What do you do? So, by recognizing the weaknesses in your body, you can have a brighter picture of others and the world. We don't need to be an enemy. We just need to lift and work together to dispel the obscurity of us. From this, we open our eyes and see others and see ourselves.

At the end of the speech, I want to say one more thing. I haven’t said anything to anyone else. It’s about the cover of this book. The cover of this book was chosen and designed by Teacher Lu Zhichang. When I asked for my opinion, I said I agree, but I agree to the reasons, I did not tell them. This photo was taken by Chen Wei, a colleague of the 2006 news survey, when we interviewed a place called Maliu Township in Kaixian County, Chongqing. I like this photo because of the story behind this photo. This village is one of the most remote and poorest villages in Kai County. There are 700 households. Most of the young and middle-aged migrant workers are working, leaving these old people and children. The burden on the peasants was very heavy and very poor. Therefore, there were many conflicts with the government. One conflict was very strong. The result was that the two sides reached a consensus. The government said that you will manage your own affairs after that. Then one of the things they have to do is to repair the road in this mountain village. The road is particularly difficult to repair, and the music is turning around and it is necessary to coordinate many relationships and interests. The government wants to think about it for five years and can't make it. Let's talk about it now. It is this old man who is the production team leader in this village. He is responsible for the coordination of the meeting. He said that I have such a few rules. First, everyone must speak. Second, we must not swear. Third, we cannot If you can’t do it, you have to say how to do it. After that, everyone raised their hands and voted. Eighty-five percent agreed. I put this paper on the door of the temple. But after the post, I will allow you to go back to sleep and then repent, and within five days allow you to repent, you will take this list off, then call everyone to reopen a meeting, worry about a condition, you have to take responsibility The cost of the villagers’ lost work will prevent you from being too self-willed and doing whatever you want. The paper was uncovered five times and reopened every time. The final result was that the original resolution was respected. The money went out, the road was repaired, no one made trouble, and no one petitioned, and the days went so flat. So every time I saw this photo, I was thinking that our program called "Mali's Democracy" was the most avant-garde place in China's grassroots democracy. In fact, these old people, children, many of them are illiterate, and have never heard of the word democracy. So one of the beliefs given to me by this photo is that we don’t need to go to the outside world to deliberately learn. What mode; we don’t need to deliberately vote for who is against us. We only need to untie the bondage of us and become independent people. With our simple life experience, wisdom and common sense, we can create and Decide on our own lives. Although this life is not perfect, from now on, we will live on the life we ​​have built.

Thank you all, thank you to my friends and friends who have been here for many years and the media peers. Finally, I wish my friend, Zhou Yunpeng, happy birthday today!

Part 2: Chai Jing's speech

Ten years ago, on a plane flying back from Lhasa to Beijing, I was sitting next to a woman in her fifties. She went to Tibet 30 years ago. This is the first time she left Lhasa because of medical treatment. I got a lot of rain under the plane and I sent her to a hotel in Beijing. After a week I went to see her. She said that her illness had been diagnosed. It was the late stage of stomach cancer. Then she pointed to a box on the bed. She said that if I can't go back, you can save this for me. That is the record she has traveled all over Tibet for 30 years, talking with various people - officials, Han Chinese, lamas, and three accompanying women. She does not have any professional status, and she knows that these things cannot be published. She just said that after one hundred years, if anyone sees it, she will know what happened in Tibet today. This person is surnamed Xiong, a female teacher in Lhasa.

Five years ago, I interviewed a person who bought a bottle of water of fifty cents on the train. Then he asked the conductor to ask for an invoice. The conductor was happy and said, "We have no invoices on the train since ancient times." Then the man brought the Ministry of Railways to court. He said: "People always choose to obey in the face of powerful power, but today if we give up a five-dollar invoice, tomorrow we may be forced to give up our land. Right, property rights, and the safety of life. If rights are not used to fight for, the rights are just a piece of paper." He later won the lawsuit, I thought he would tie up with the Ministry of Railways, and after he got on the train I had a meal in the dining car. The train conductor personally brought this meal to her and said, "You want to invoice now or I will send it to you after eating." I asked him what you rely on to win respect. I rely on the struggle for my rights. This person is Hao Jinsong, a 34-year-old lawyer.

Last year, I met a person. We ate together. The man in his 60s said that a small migrant worker in Fengtai District had been demolished. He said that all the children were crying on the wall. When he said this, he also moved his emotions, and then he pulled out a wrinkled blue cloth handcuff from the trouser pocket and wiped his eyes. When the man was 18 years old, he was the cashier of the brigade, and later became a professor and an official. He said that all his purpose in doing these things is to do something for the peasants. In my interview, he said that the issue of land requisition is not the price but the compensation for the peasants. This distribution mechanism is extremely unreasonable. The root of this problem is not only in the land management law, but also in the 1982 constitutional amendment. During the trial of this program, my leader said a word, saying that even if this person is sharper, we can broadcast it. I said why, he said that because he is particularly sincere. This person is called Chen Xiwen, director of the Central Financial and Economic Leading Group Office.

Seven years ago, I asked an old man. I said that you have experienced many setbacks in your life. What do you rely on to keep your youthful feelings? He told me that he had visited Hebei for one year and did not take the local route. Then he found an old peasant on the side of the road, and placed a coffin next to him. He got off and went to see it. The old peasant said that because he was too poor and had no money to cure the disease, he took out his coffin board and sold it. The old man gave him five hundred dollars to let him go home. He said that I told you this story to tell you that the things on the earth in China are endless. Don’t care about the gains and losses of a city and a pool. . This person is called Wen-Home-Bao, the Prime Minister of the People's Republic of China.

A country is made up of specific people who are created by these people and decided. Only one country has those who can seek truth, those who can think independently, who can record real people, who can pay for the land without paying attention, those who can defend their constitutional rights, can know that the world is not perfect but Still speaking, people who do not say weakness, do not give up, only one country has such a mind and soul, we can say that we are proud of the motherland. Only one country can respect such a mind and soul, and we can say that we have the confidence to make tomorrow better.