My mentality is uneven, the third year of high school

The third year of high school is the watershed of my growth and transformation. I once feared to shrink and lost my mind. But since I thought about this uneven bar of adjustment mentality, I walked calmly and confidently. I used it to continue to stabilize my focus in my future struggle. For life.

I am eighteen years old in high school and have reached the age of thinking. In fact, the third year is a very leisurely year for me: I am too busy with my body, and the sea of ​​mountains is pressing me, but there are many gaps in my heart. On the way to school, the first few minutes before going to sleep, the little time to go for a meal, etc., I used them to think about the happy things today, the plans for the Internet, where to go, etc., but from this At the beginning of the year, my entertainment activities were almost reduced to zero. I didn’t have this need for this time, so the gap in my thoughts came out, so I began to think about and plan my life in detail at this time. . I thought much more, as if I had an epiphany, there was a feeling of squatting. The self-feeling is psychologically mature, and the mentality is relaxed. The main reasons are these two points: to raise the horizon and lower the state of mind. Although there are still some ups and downs in the high and low, but the center of gravity is still stable, I finally fight to the moment when the bell of the college entrance examination rings.

To raise the horizon, it is not only to see the mountain of the college entrance examination, but to look at the vast world outside the mountains. This move forced me to comprehend many "rules of the game" and strengthened my perseverance to overcome bottlenecks. Like mathematics. Since my high school, mathematics has been hard to learn, and I have gradually lost interest in it. However, it is not acceptable to not learn mathematics well. Mathematics in this society must be used everywhere, and mathematics can improve intelligence. If you give up mathematics, it must be "violation" and the consequences are unimaginable. There are also careless mistakes that have entangled me since I was a child, and I always use my carelessness as an excuse to comfort myself. "If you don't care, you can get as many points as you like." "It’s just careless and it’s not going to be done. It’s fine if you don’t care about it next time. ". That's it, my inertia makes this careless problem never change. The problem of the third year has become a major bottleneck in my breakthrough in mathematics. I still have no determination to overcome this weakness. What gives me perseverance is that I have a long-term insight: if you want to be a good person, carefulness is a must. In addition, my father used a similar word from a young age to persuade me, such as "the rocket launch should be accurate, the bridge construction will make a big accident when the decimal point is wrong", and I will really understand the next semester of high school: careful not only Learning mathematics can be used not only to meet the needs of the college entrance examination, but also to be careful in the future struggle of life, otherwise it will become a thousand years of hatred. Therefore, I began to ask the teacher to sort out the careless mistakes. Please supervise the parents, and draft the drafts of any questions. I also constantly remind myself that I have to do it right at the same time, and sketch the keywords. The inspection should be detailed and effective. This really made my mathematics have a small leap, and the regrets of each assignment were reduced every time. In many experiences, I put my eyes on the meaning of mathematics and care for my future life, and made me bite my teeth to overcome the depression.

Raising your horizons is also very helpful in overcoming tensions. I remember that I had to take blood when I was in the college entrance examination. The girls in front of me had to cry. I was always very daring and I became scared. At this time, I suddenly thought: I was nervous when I took a blood test. What should I do when I was in the college entrance examination? So I was not nervous immediately. Even the nurse finally gave me a needle when I made a mistake, which made me very painful and didn't make a noise. In the face of the college entrance examination, who can not be nervous, the teachers and parents are looking forward to your admission to a good school, the society will inevitably "do not test the good life of the university, there is no hope" pressure. But in my piecemeal thinking, I imagine the situation after the college entrance examination. After entering the university, I will face more intense and closer to the competition of the society. Such competition is far less pure and pure than the learning competition in high school. After leaving the campus, going to the society will inevitably encounter more stressful and cruel moments. Even the moment when life is a slogan and a thousand miles, it requires my stronger will and psychological quality. Now I still have the selfless care and support of my parents and teachers. Pure friendship is a spiritual dependence, but in the future I may have to be alone and support myself with my own strength. The college entrance examination is still a game that can count down, but in the future it will be in a downturn, frustration, and it is likely that it will only be counting and not seeing the end of time.

I said to myself, if I want to be a truly outstanding person, then the college entrance examination is only the starting point of my long march. The opportunities and challenges in the future are much bigger, stronger and harder. What is difficult in the college entrance examination, what is unfair in the college entrance examination, what is the tension in the college entrance examination? It is an opportunity in front of you, and you don’t need to worry about it; it is the fairest selection at present because it is completely It is a point to speak, it is just a small test, not the ultimate goal of life. I told myself that life is not determined by the college entrance examination. If I really want to live my own value, then the college entrance examination is really insignificant. I put my eyes on the horizon and outlined the prospects of life that I might face after the college entrance examination. I have strengthened my life ideals. I feel that the pressure given by the teachers and parents is much smaller. I am psychologically suggesting myself: the real thorns. After the brigade began in the college entrance examination, what was the college entrance examination, it was really a nervous thing when I went to college. In this way, I smiled and went to the examination room. I am very happy, I am about to hold my destiny in my own hands. I will do the same in the future. Whether it is a small matter like blood drawing or a major event like the college entrance examination, I must look at the higher and further direction. If I see the road ahead, I will see that my current tension is What is meaningless and how naive. This gave me confidence.

Seeing too high and too far, it is inevitable that it is so high. The heart is higher than the sky, and it is a double-edged sword for moving forward, and the negative effect may be more obvious. Therefore, it is still necessary to lower the state of mind to be able to consolidate the foundation and do everything in the present. I used to take the first place and learn some impetuousness. From small to large, it has been very smooth, and there have been too few setbacks. I always think that I am too heavy. In the end of the commentary, the class teacher wrote a sentence saying, "There is a real taste between heaven and earth, only the quiet person can taste it." After the winter vacation, I encountered Waterloo for the first monthly exam. I carefully studied the reasons. First of all, I had a great relationship with my relaxation during the winter vacation. I was admitted to Peking University’s independent enrollment. I felt that I was very a thing. I have nothing to rest. Well, secondly, in the past semester, it was not a true high school state, or I felt that my foundation was good, and I didn’t need to work as hard as others. But the pale score is in front of you, you can't reflect without thinking, you must find a way out. The power of "quietness" emerged in my mind, the commentary left by the class teacher in the student handbook, and the previous table that I was sighed with, "If you can achieve the heart of the water," I will I am determined to "give me the best", and my mood is as good as the water in the ancient wells. I am a little guy who doesn't understand anything. I will fight for one hundred days and earnestly make every problem and enrich every use. The day begins. When I made this determination, the realm of "not being happy with things, not sorrowing" and "Zen" in Buddhism, I have been able to do, although I still can't do it, but whenever I beat myself When the little one succeeded, I was able to suppress the impetuous emotions, even if there were occasional small failures that would not affect the lost mood for too long.

Keep a peace of mind and no longer suffer from loss. The lowering of the state of mind is actually a simple truth. Modesty makes people progress. Don't take yourself too seriously. Only by maintaining a normal heart and fulfilling the task of the present can you become a high-ranking person. This kind of psychological quality is simply a magic weapon to win, but also my pursuit. The high level of vision and the low state of mind can complement each other. If you look high, you can crush the over-expanding self-confidence and impetuousness in the past, and the solidity and foundation brought by the peace of mind can clear the horizon and find the right direction. .