Try to meet the flowers

After the joint entrance exam, I was bent on applying for garden design. I don't like the white-collar life in the office. I am more interested in the innocence of nature, planting flowers and grass, and more in line with me. Therefore, despite the repeated dissuasion of my sister who is going to college in Qingdao, I decided to take the horticultural road.

Everything was done step by step. As soon as I graduated, I found a job to do the work of flowers and plants. The feeling of getting what I want, makes my days like being filled with honey. My working day is to water the soil every day, pruning and cutting, watching the butterfly and friends, and watching the bees work hard. The bleak pastoral life, the waves are not shocked, reading, drinking tea, leisurely contentment, not happy. But the good times are not long, but I am tired of this kind of life - at the age of blood, how can I care for the elderly here? So I was so bloody, resolutely gave up the work here, and wanted to take advantage of the young fight and embark on the road to entrepreneurship.

I have always liked all kinds of beautiful clothes since I was a child, so I plan to open a clothing store. I borrowed money from my parents, and then I found a place to open a store, a buyer, a big deal, and I had to do it alone. I want to do a big job, make full of money, let my parents no longer suffer and suffer, and should raise the sky. Every time I think about it, I am not afraid of being tired again. I am very motivated. However, the only thing I can't convince my heart is to say something that is against my heart. When the guests try on clothes, they don't look good, I will never say good-looking. In the long run, my business is getting worse. But I don't want to admit defeat, but how long can I last?

The pressure is too high, and there is a sorrow in my heart. During that time, I always liked sour, suddenly fell in love with sweets. I will give myself a blueberry cake every night. Eat more sweets, your heart will not suffer. It’s just that the tragic ending is still coming. The destiny has beaten me with the autumn wind sweeping the leaves, my dreams are shattered, and the money is lost. The moment the roller shutter door was pulled down, I cried—the tears that had suppressed for so long, and finally fell. I thought that I would be a holy warrior, but I didn't expect it to be an ostrich, curled up in the shadow of life. Where to go, where to go?

If you fail to start a business, you can't do it yourself. You still have to find a job. Breaking through the iron shoes, destiny, in the end is to find a thin job - in a wedding photography shop. In this store, except for the accounting workers who do not have the task of pulling the guest, others have the required amount of tasks. Suddenly, I began to envy the accounting workers, I hope that I can also do accounting, because there is privilege - it is childish like a child, but the birth of this thought has changed my destiny.

Under the guidance of my sister, I used my free time to study and took the accounting qualification certificate. Although I have a little sneak peek, I still feel that non-accounting students are two years old and have no experience in accounting work. Which unit will recruit me to join the job? I am confused, hey, but helpless. Later, on the advice of my sister, I decided to test the CPA. I think, for me, this is a big challenge, but I decided to be happy!

I found a simple job in Beijing and then reported to the class to learn the knowledge of CPA. The company does not provide accommodation, I rent it with others. In order to save the living expenses, I shared a bedroom with another girl. Every day, she is playing electric in the dormitory, and she is having fun. And I hold a thick book every day, and my head is swollen like a bag. However, I have no way out of the road, and I am able to win the fate! In order to give myself a good learning environment, I decided to study in the company office every night in the middle of the night. When I was sleepy, I would drink espresso. If I couldn’t chew, I would listen to two inspirational songs. When I went back to the dormitory, I would fall asleep.

During that time, every day of my life, I was very bitter, but very fulfilling. Life is about giving yourself some pursuits, and then working hard to make everything meaningful, not to be inactive, not to be enterprising. I work hard, I struggle, I don't bow, I don't admit defeat! The exam registration, my sister encouraged me to report all subjects. So when I was taking the exam, I was like a machine, and I was constantly circling between the examination rooms. After the test, my whole person will collapse - well, the exam is over; fortunately, I still stand!

Waiting for the results, I really did not expect what I expected - six subjects, I only passed the simplest two subjects. I smiled lightly, everything was in my expectation, and there was not much fluctuation in my heart. If you experience more things, you will slowly become more and more humiliated. After a cup of espresso, I started the Devil Training Camp again. This time, I must take him down!

I seem to have returned to the student era and lived a three-point line. No distractions in my heart, only for accountants. Every day, I push myself with high intensity. Without pressure, there is no motivation. This time, I will never let myself go! Listening to others often, don’t know yourself, don’t know how big your potential is. This time I want to maximize my potential!

Once again, the exam is coming, and I am free again in the exam, but this time, I took all of these subjects! Now, I used to be a zero-based accountant and I became a member. I finally believe that I will work hard and gain a little. If you don't dare to think, you won't pay, and there will be no return. And dare to think, but dare not plant, then everything is empty, is zero.

No matter when, no matter what you encounter, you should believe in yourself and be sure! If you fail, you will start all over again. No big deal. May everyone have their own dreams, work hard, and become the best of themselves!