Not worried about the future, like working hard now

Not worried about the future, like working hard now
1. In fact, there is no feeling in this world that is not riddled with holes.
I have a friend A, who has been in love for 7 years or broke up. At that time, he looked like a stranger. We all thought that he didn't care so much. One day he was drunk and he cried for a long time. The next day he woke up and said to me a special literary saying: "In fact, there is no feeling in this world that is not riddled with holes."
Walking in the world, all monsters.
I remember that everyone was very red on this log. I have forgotten most of the contents, but I have a deep memory of this sentence. Later I wrote in the text that another name for youth is called futile. This kind of futile work is that no matter how you have passed, the squandering is cherished, and when you think about it later, you will feel good enough. Just as you like a person very much, you know that you can't go to the end. The most terrible thing is that you know this clearly, but you can't change it.
I once discussed this problem with my mother. She explained that it is impossible to fall in love together. This is a kind of unreliable. I said, it doesn't matter, now I can get up even if I fall.
2. Choose one that you like, or one that likes you.

Friend B suddenly talked to me today, she asked me, "You will choose one you like in the future, or one who likes you." I thought for a long time, I never knew how to answer her. I thought I followed my Personality, I will definitely choose to choose one that I like, plus the words "I am never afraid of love, I am afraid I have never loved".
I did not expect that I was embarrassed.
Choosing one that I like is afraid of injury, I am afraid that it is not reliable. Choosing a person who likes me is very stable, but I am afraid that I am not willing.
She said that the age is already there, can't afford it, or choose a person who likes herself, maybe it will be a little more happy. She said: For her, dreams are more important than anything else. I want to study at the same time. Now I don’t want to go to anything. I just want to go home early. I don’t want to be tired at all. I don’t want to be a strong woman. I want to find a copy. This is the case for a stable and stable husband and stable family.
3, the life of the head and shoulders is the only pride.

After I published the book, I often received comments from all sides. The question was nothing more than how to get rid of loneliness, how to look at the future, and how to look at dreams. I often don't know how to answer them. Until New Year's Day, at 4 o'clock in the morning, I am still catching up the manuscript. I closed my eyes and suddenly understood: Those who like you will someday dislike you, those you hurry One day, you will not be able to grasp it. The dreams you want to achieve may not be realized at all. Those who once thought that it is extremely important will become unimportant one day.
But these are actually nothing. After many years, when you think back, the only thing that makes you feel real and proud is the life you walked with your head.
I may never get rid of the so-called loneliness, and I can't see the so-called future. I don't know why I have to work hard to realize my dreams, but I am still doing it. For example, if you tell me and her ending at the beginning of the theater, you will say that it doesn't matter if I know that I still love you, or I will turn and leave. If it is me, I will definitely like her, nothing more.
I would rather let others think that I am a Transformer, and I don’t want to indulge in all aspects. I don’t want others to see me sad, tired and fall. I don't like to complain because I know no one likes to complain.
4. Doing what you like is also a reward.

In fact, my parents have always felt that I am not reliable, even I feel so. I am the kind of person who does not necessarily say that you have a good feeling. You may not be able to talk about it. You would rather have a serious internal injury and pretend not to care about you. You would rather find someone than you in the world when you disappear. Pretend to be inadvertent when you appear.
My mom still said in a joking tone: "Look at you, talk about unreliable love, write a book that nobody reads, go to a place where no one knows. It's really unreliable." They always think that I am like this now. Too hard, every day and night, I want to get me to work in a nearby unit. In fact, I didn't think about it. I came back from home and it was convenient and I won't earn less, but I still refused. Yes, maybe writing a book is not reliable, but I feel nothing. Writing is the reward of writing. Painting is the reward of painting. Singing is the reward of singing. If people can really do what they like, who says it is not a reward.
When I have time, I spend two hours reading a book every day. If I don't have time, I can watch it for twenty minutes before going to bed. If I have a weekend, I can read the full book. I will do it twice if I don't do it. I will write twice, and I will write nearly 20,000 words and delete it. Writing a good article is luck. If a person has been writing, it is hard work. More often, the attitude of the world to you depends on your attitude towards the world, and there is nothing to complain about.
In fact, this is nothing. There is a friend who must watch a movie at 8 o'clock every night and drink some red wine and fake fresh and then sleep at 11 o'clock on time. The guy who lives upstairs wakes up at 5 o'clock every morning, but I still haven't been there at that time. sleep.
We all find our own pace of life, and then we can't extricate ourselves.
5, not reliable and stable in the final analysis is a matter of security.
I don't know if there are still many people facing the choice like me. In fact, most of the time, whether we choose to be unreliable or very stable, we all face a very important issue. This question is basically three words: "security."
Later, I just wanted to understand, rather than worry about the future, it is better to work hard now. On this road, only struggle can give you a sense of security. Don't pin your dreams on someone, don't care too much about the whispers around you, because the future is your own, and only you can give yourself the greatest sense of security. Don't forget to promise what you have to do, don't forget where you want to go, no matter how hard it is, how far it is, how many are not reliable.
When you are hesitating, the world is very big; when you bravely take the first step, the world is small. When one day you become your favorite self, who will question your choice is not reliable? You have become better for you, and you will meet better people. Who are you, who will meet you.
What's important is that no matter what choice you make, you have to be worthy of your heart. Just like the one written above: For many years, when you think about it here, the only thing that makes you feel real and proud is the life you walked with your head.