Real self-sufficiency

be yourself

Will not be afraid of any change

Because of the real power

Someone asked me why I am a young age, I don’t want to enjoy youthful youth, I don’t die every day, are you not tired?

Muzi said honestly: not tired is fake, but the happiness brought about by each thought is real and linked. Forexample: Every time I have no courage to make a decision, I think that I will die, I immediately have a decision to follow my heart; every time I want to be lazy and do not want to do it, I think that one day I will leave, I want to hurry up. Everything you want to do is done; every time you have a conflict with your family and friends, think about how we will one day separate, and we will have the power of reconciliation and the cherishment of their determination; and when they are beaten by some people who live by hypocrisy When it is said that it is self-sufficient, I think that life is just a short moment, and there is a firmness to continue to be true.

The reason for this awareness is the year of Muzi and Yu. Muzi’s most beloved mother went to the paradise of our faith. Within a month, I rushed to disappear in this world. Even a sly, I didn’t have time to leave my sister-in-law. The father also had a problem at the time. A happy home that everyone praised was broken overnight. I could never forget the panic, helplessness and despair of our three brothers. Now I don't want to recall the past and do not want to write the sorrow. Although the facts are more cruel than you think, I want to convey: Really is harder, you will squat, believeme, nothing can't bear it, As long as you don't make a subconscious mind to know that you are the victim's disease, people are far stronger than you think.

Through the efforts of the whole family, especially the diligence of the father, our family has now resumed happiness and happiness, and those are like smoke. I just want to say that I can’t live without it. For the intangible destiny, the power of man is weakly sad. But no matter how difficult a living person is, he still has to live. The destiny is unknowable, at least human!

But from then on, I began to think about what I want to do in my life, and what kind of person I want to be. However, at that time, reading was less cognitive, and there was a paste in his mind. Until the summer of the first year of high school, I accidentally saw a kindly grandfather on TV. I was deeply attracted to him and felt that he was kindly like my grandfather. Then he looked at it intently, only to know that he was called Ji Xianlin, only to know that he was the principal of Peking University, only to know that he was a generation of masters of Chinese studies, followed by a string of educators or something. Finally, I saw that it was a documentary that remembered his death. He also sneaked and cried for a while. Later I read all the old books and the biography of the old man. The character of the old man is approachable, sincere and sincere, humble and tolerant; the work written is like Premier Wen Jiabao's evaluation: "If the flow is flowing, the narrative is true, the spirit of inheritance is very enduring." Mr. Ji Xianlin is admired not only for his Learning, but also because of his character. He said: Even in the most difficult times, he did not lose his conscience. Just like my father’s most difficult years, I have never forgotten the elderly in the village. In 2007, “Impressed China” characters in the “Awarding Awards” commented: “There is a conscience of jade, and a moral article. A cloth, a thing, a good, a poor, and a humiliating.” Finally, there is an example. The goal, then, was the mood of cheering. Well, I want to be a person like the old man.

When I was high school, my father asked me what I wanted to learn. I didn't think about learning anything and didn't answer him. I just wrote in the diary: "I will never be in politics in this life. I want to keep the purity of my soul. Teaching and educating people like the old man, writing a book wants to write his father's life."

The thoughts of Ji Lao have deeply penetrated into my subconscious mind. For so many years, I have tried to be true, and I am willing to make good friends with the truth, people with true feelings, and quickly forget the frustrations in life, and tolerate sincerity. Once the three views are established, it is difficult to change it. Unless you hit the south wall and your blood is broken, your consciousness will be loose and you will know yourself. I have felt good about myself, but it turns out that I am not perfect, not noble, and have weaknesses that are born and human. I also hurt others because of my unhapped mouth and young ignorance. After completely denying myself and reflecting on myself, I realized that even if I have encountered setbacks, I have not grown up. I used my subconscious mind to build a utopia for myself to be free, fraternal, beautiful, and free to speak. I put my soul in my life. There, and then surrounded the wall of the copper wall, and therefore also think that the outside is also the case, to say it is the subliminal escaping the cruel face of the world. I am stupid and stupid, and I don’t have a brain to an idiot. It is a natural laziness, especially in front of trusted people. I am too lazy to turn my mind. Only if you are stimulated, will you open the second line of Ren Du. Later, the more exciting, the more growing, the layer of walls slowly disintegrated, the more you know how hard it is to live. Be aware that sometimes even for the purpose of goodness, it will also lead to universal hypocrisy. However, my father’s strict teaching has made me have a strong ability to reflect. Once I am doing something wrong, or if I don’t know what to do, I don’t need others to do it. I can torture myself and die. I am not afraid of suffering and not afraid of physical pain, but I am afraid that I am not true and not good, spiritual occlusion and my own ignorance and prejudice.

I am not perfect, and because of this, I have the motivation to improve myself. The world does have a cruel and ruthless side, but because of this reality, we have to work hard to make it better, isn’t it? Just like if you know that you are going to die, you will be sorrowful, slumbering, and so on? No, you won't, you will only take time to make yourself live fuller. Just as Li Kaifu learned that he had cancer, he wrote a book titled "To Life" and recorded his life and mental journey, and he took the time to accompany his family who had rarely met before.

You must be smarter than me, so don't waste your talents to find fast-tracks, use it in hard work, enough to make you shine. In his "Autobiography", Ji Lao wrote: "In the 60 years of study and research, no matter how good or bad, I have finally embroidered some. As for the golden needle, there is really no, at most, copper needles and iron needles. My experience is compressed into two words is diligent. To say two more words is: race against time, never forget. Inspiration can not say no, but it is not from the sky, but diligent inspiration...."

Even if you work hard, stick to it. No matter who you start with, you can only become yourself in the end. Because you truly live yourself, you have enough strength to meet the setbacks, and you have no psychological burden. You have the power to do what you want.

When Chai Jing interviewed a person in the South, he asked: "When you have gone through so many bumps in your life, how do you keep the hot pillows and feelings when you are young?" He answered a sentence that made me dare not give up. The man said: "The things on the land of China are endless. Don't care about the gains and losses of a city and a pool. Be persistent!"