Miracle, sacrifice everything for faith

TO all those who said that I can't,I have proved once more,yes I can.

Finally, I can calm down, in such an early morning, good memories, fine taste, that belongs to my high school miracle.

I want to borrow the comments of the class teacher and describe the last semester of the third year: "You know that you can't do the tempering of the world, but you can't escape the reality and temptation. You can see the mountains in the distance but you can't see the road under your feet. When I am obsessed with obstinacy, sometimes I feel self-satisfied as self-confidence, sometimes I think I can save others from the omnipotent God who saved the world. In the end, I became a river-bod buddha that I can hardly protect. Sometimes it is really weak and I don’t care. "Pseudo-masters", sometimes the poor people who are smug in the opportunity of ruin." Seeing these comments, these criticisms, I have panic in my heart, but I am more confused - what should I do...

The ridiculous habits made my grades fall from the first grade at the end of the second grade to 40 or 50, but I was still full of confidence and felt that I could make a comeback.

This is the first half of the third year of high school. In the confusion and struggle, I watched the decline in performance and looked at Peking University.

I have to mention the self-enrollment. Now think about it, it is a fantastic experience that has affected me for a long time!

With the results of the second year of high school, I walked into the written test room of Peking University's self-enrollment. There were four questions in mathematics in the morning. I only did a little bit when I submitted the papers. If it is in the usual time, I will be annoyed with the test in the afternoon, and then I will be defeated. But this time, I don’t know where it came from. I forgot the mathematics volume in the morning, and answered the questions one by one. Out of the examination room, I knew that I didn't want much, but I was really pleased with the calmness of my afternoon. The pressure line passed the written test, which is a reward for my mentality. From then on, no matter what the previous exam, I can work hard until the last second, which may be more important than passing the exam.

After the interview, I walked again on the shore of the unnamed lake, sucking the breath that made me intoxicated, the sun was quietly sprinkled on the body... Until later, I realized that the skier in the unnamed lake, under the Boyata The reader gave me a strong hope in the darkness.

The dramatic thing is that in the end I only got five points for the extra points. How can I make jokes so interesting? For ten days of winter vacation, I threw away all the plans, staying at a loss, just staying and doing nothing. . Doing so much, spending so much time, only five points, value? I will never forget that many people have heard this "five points". It is a kind of expression that hears a joke. I only have to respond with a smile. But I don't accept it. Maybe, these five points are useful; maybe, it's really useful...

After starting school again, I immediately went to "Quality Inspection II." The emergence of rationality has brought about earth-shaking changes in the situation. The advantages of chemistry are not exerted, and the physical disadvantages are exposed. 200, I can't forget the teacher's rush to take the transcript to the dormitory and show it to me: "Not so bad! Think about it yourself..." In an instant, I feel that I am overwhelmed and biting my teeth. ,Determined. I threw away my mobile phone card and loaned MP4 to my classmates. I put three things under the pillow: "Tsinghua University is not a dream" bought in the summer vacation, "Building Dreams Peking University" received by Peking University, and a group of postcards from Peking University. . Kneeling on the bed, it is difficult to dream. I copied the "Unbeaten Flower" of the job in one stroke, hoping that I could be like the little girl who sacrificed everything for Fudan...

Walking on the road every day, there is always a black pressure in front of me, I can't see a trace of sunshine. The life of sleeping late and getting up early leads to physical problems. My mind is always like pulp, and I still retched from time to time. But I can't relax. I should take medicine and take medicine. I have to eat my medicine. I have to work overtime in the dormitory every day. I feel that the night is so quiet, I only hear my heartbeat. It was a day when I forgot my happiness, and it was also the time I missed the most.

I persisted for a month with the courage to break the boat, but the result was a fall from the bottom of the valley when I was in the "model". 570 points, 283, according to the previous results, this is just enough. There are still 54 days from the college entrance examination. I really want to give up... I am looking at the papers with powerlessness. The terrible thing is that I don't have the courage and passion to "clean up the old mountains and rivers."

Thanks to my friend, using a piece of paper, a passage evokes my inner hope: "Let the day be the last gift before the end, and use every question as a necessary weapon for training ability." "There is no need to go to a dazzling place! ". Yes, it’s not over yet, really, there may be a big reversal.

It was an afternoon to witness my inner growth. A man sat by the window and read the wealth of the strong Fudan girls again, "Flower Unbeaten." In the diary, I wrote strongly: I can plummet, I want to be a blockbuster. Exceeding six people a day and rushing into Peking University. Now that I have seen these words, I still admire my courage at the time, so I believe in miracles! As Chai Jing said, failure is not a tragedy, giving up is !

According to the normal plot, I should pick up the score. But the reality is, after all, the reality. There are 233 grades in the “one-and-five-mode” grade. According to repeat students, such achievements are not played. Nothing to do...

On the day after the first night of the class, I went out to run and went crazy. I came back and saw the chemical coil that was sent. Looking at the paper close to the perfect score, I smiled at myself. Then I found the last chemistry teacher's sentence "You are still the good one!" Some people believe me, the teacher did not give up on me. For a moment, I felt inexplicably moved. I shed tears on the desk, it was the light I saw in the darkest hours, and I was a lot easier after crying. No matter what the front is, I will go all out with the fullest enthusiasm, the most high-spirited fighting spirit, the hardest spirit, the most tenacious perseverance! Lose and lose, lose to win!

The impact is very deep in the dormitory one day, a buddy in the next class to chat. During the conversation, I unconsciously showed frustration. He sent me such a sentence: High school and high school, you have been in front and have not been hit. I have been hit and never been defeated!

Days of repetitive day-to-day lead to the "two models", I rushed to the 70th grade, but I was not happy. I want to review it freely, 60 points of physics... I ask the physics teacher for help. He is experienced and told me that physics is unlikely to make great progress at this stage. The teacher said yes, but it is not impossible! I am not satisfied, I know how good I am, walking!

When I was 19 days from the college entrance examination, I moved the battlefield to the study room. There are soldiers who have not learned the competition. I am like them, there is no way to go back! Every day I think about those scores, language 120, math 140 English 140, comprehensive 275 plus 5 points, enough, to Peking University... Daydreaming can be, but to have a dream of value, dreams can bring power! I put a piece of paper on the table, "God blocks the gods, and the Buddha blocks the Buddha!" ​​Like a hungry wolf, rushing to Peking University in desperation.

"Two-and-a-half model" arrived at the grade 30, just as I said "a day to surpass six people's vows." Who told you to give me some hope, I will not spare no effort!

In the last ten days, I was left alone in the dormitory. The "God Man" who sent Tsinghua to leave said: You will take a good test. "I will," I thought.

I will smash all three years of things, my heart is like water, and the last battle is ready to go.

It is worth mentioning that I learned that when I had two of my good friends in the examination room, I wrote an article titled "Great Victory, Irreversible."

On the night before leaving, the class teacher came to my dormitory and smiled and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Your grade is a V. I hope that you will return to the top when you are in the college entrance exam!"

Everything, when it is time to hold up the notice! 672 points, plus five points, I am coming to Peking University! Kissing the baby in my hand, suddenly remembered my physics, 110 points!

At this time, I realized that this year was so wonderful. Miracle is to sacrifice everything for faith!

Looking back, we also found that the sacrifice is not everything. Who said that this sacrifice is not a kind of win, it wins too much, and each of us has a miracle.