We need to be strong again

Time flies, quietly flowing away with the years. Silent, drowning in the torrent of time. Everything developed so quickly, just like this, I bid farewell to my 18-year-old, bid farewell to those who wrote a diary under the dull yellow light, and bid farewell to the squandered high school.

Xiaosi said: Youth is a bright sorrow. Open the messy memory, the past of the smoke on the stage, the dust scattered around the desk, the diary of the yellow in the drawer, the temperature of the pen and the paper rubbing, the strength of the chalk moving up the blackboard, and the slightly blurred traces in the book. The old fan is turning around, the shadow of the laughter in the hallway, the air is filled with the breath of summer... and we graduated like this. But I am so sad.

Our lives are always in an irreversible way, unpredictable and sometimes grateful. In the past, after all, the flute of the university has been blown up. This is a new chapter. This chapter is very clean and waiting for us to write and portray. In this huge rice paper, I took a dream and stepped in with confidence. Like Columbus discovered the New World, I was curious about everything.

I took a few steps and I slipped. Life didn't treat me, because I was relocating, and I was scattered with several friends who were already familiar with my bedroom. Some of them were separated, leaving me alone. I clearly remember that the day when I moved the dormitory again and they said goodbye to the turn, my tears fell down big and then I quickly ran away. At that moment, I was so sad.

Since then, I have become a member of the lonely group. I go to class every day, go to class, eat, go to the library, start a person talking to myself on the road, and when I go to the dining hall to eat, I always screamed with a big head and a big mouth. Because I am a person, there will always be a group of people next to me, I am afraid to see the eyes they cast. I will pay attention to what is on the campus where no one is, and then become a frequent visitor there. I began to get confused, my world was covered with thick haze, dead. No goal, no ideal, like a headless fly living alive.

When I first started this kind of life, I always inexplicably wanted to tears, and I was not as weak as I used to be. Later, Xiao Yu told me that you can't cry when you die. What a powerful word, because of this sentence, every time I want to cry, I always think of the experience of light rain and the words she said, and then suddenly become tough. Once and for all, how many nights I want to cry, because of this sentence, I became stronger and no longer crying. I know that when all the time fades and all the memories are covered with a layer of soft dust, when I recall these days, I will be touched by tears that have been so strong.

I once read this sentence in this magazine: This is not the essence of life. Our youth should have sharp and glaring heat like the midday sun. It is warmer than warmth and more embarrassing than sputum. I think a lot. In fact, Solitary is not my style. In this thin youth, we should infuse it with a large piece of warmth, not a heavy sense of loneliness. So, I began to meet different friends, joined the community, and said a lot of words and experienced different things. Life began to get busy. It is undeniable that my heart has warmed up again. I took off the protective color of the previous loneliness, and life became full and meaningful.

I picked up the dream that I threw away and started a journey again. I remember my teacher once said: The happiest thing in life is to find a group of like-minded people to do what they like. I think I found it. I have a common dream with them and work hard together every day. This kind of life makes me jump, I think, I used to resurrect. In this new journey, I am no longer a person, I am not alone. Although I don't know how far I will go in this new journey, I will start from the heart and have no hesitation.

There are thousands of ways to change life, and there are 10,000 kinds, perhaps countless kinds. In countless ways of changing, we will suddenly be weakly blown, and will suddenly fall into an unprecedented fear, and will be plagued by sudden changes. But no matter what kind of dilemma we encounter, we must re-strong.