College student holiday hot pot shop working internship report

As a girl, there are not many internships during the holidays. However, I have lived in the city since childhood. There is no major tempering. I want to use the time of the holiday to exercise well. It is not difficult to find a job. It is difficult for me. We must persist and realize our dreams.

My friend helped me find a job. It was a job in the hot pot restaurant. I was ready to go to the psychological preparations for suffering, but the difficulties in reality were bigger than I expected.

My first job was ended by me today. I spent a total of four days, the first three days of the trial period, and the formal work will also take a day. There are many experiences, happiness, and more fatigue and pain.

There are several students working in the store who are students like us, most of whom are people who have been in the community for some years. Everyone is about the same age, about 20 years old. However, the difference is quite big. Those old-fashioned, the oldest one is only 23 years old, the others have 19, 20. Can be compared with us, they seem to be at least 5 years older than us, I feel very old. I used to think that I was old, but it was not. We are among them, like a group of adults, sandwiching children. This feeling makes me feel bad. Maybe it's too fast for us to transition. From a middle school student, the direct transition to the society can not adapt at the moment. Moreover, the purpose of our work is different from them. When we go to work, we say that listening is to experience life, and the common thing is to kill time. And they are trying to make a living. We are completely different from the nature of their work. Therefore, the attitude towards work is of course different. If you want to do it, you don’t want to do it. If you don't work, you won't starve and have no worries.

It felt very tired the first day, but it also felt very fresh. The people in the hot pot restaurant are not bad for us, and we are very patient to teach us how. Many times, we still let them down. After four days of work, the biggest experience is that I feel like I am a nerd at school. It is a new book. Nothing will work. I often feel that I am stupid, and then I have been criticized again and again, and I have gradually lost my confidence in life. It used to be a bit childish to think that I was very smart. Now it seems that I have to think about it and make a correct assessment of myself. It may be because we never do housework at home, so when we work, we look special. I also remembered that when Dad just retired, he stayed at home, and the way he did housework made me look a little ridiculous. I am changing now, and what I did when I was working was equally ridiculous. Although we have been working very hard and doing our best, there are still some gaps in their requirements. Compared with the same girl, we are far worse. Therefore, the girl is always well received, and we are already making progress without criticism. We compare ourselves to the past, and they compare us to others.

Now I am most afraid of calling my little girl, but I really want to grow up. Sometimes my innocence is a headache for me. However, what can I do? All I can do is wait until I am no longer naive. Where is the end of the road? After working for a few days, I felt a lot in my heart. Resignation is painful and happy for me. The current depression is also because of work because of their own problems. I hope that my friends can come to see me often. I need support and encouragement now.

The work of these days has been a big blow to my confidence. This kind of blow is manifested in many ways. Including the above mentioned confidence in life. Sometimes I doubt my communication skills. I used to think that I was okay, but now I find more and more that the way I get along with people is problematic. But I don't know where the problem is. This feeling makes me very annoyed.

Resignation is not an easy task. I have to face colleagues who have been together for four days, I think they must be laughing at us. How to say this is also very shameful. Going home to face my parents, and my brother’s criticism, ridicule. If you don't quit, you will be tortured by your heart and your strength. Knowing that you are not as good as people, you can't accurately find your own shortcomings, and then you can only secretly hurt your heart and hurt your confidence. I know that in the future life, I will encounter such a thing that will hurt my confidence. I have never found a problem, so I can't solve my problem at all. That problem can only be taken off and continue to entangle me. For me, I will always be suffering for this. I don't know which day, I can have a person in my ideals. Maybe it was just a dream, maybe I was asking too much for myself. There are always problems. I still have to work hard to find them, and then try to correct them. I hope that I can get out of the black night as soon as possible.

The failure of the first internship ended, and it caused a huge blow to my self-confidence. I felt that my ability to be outstanding was not a chance to show up, only to be hurt.

However, I believe that in my next internship, I will succeed, I will go to a better result than this internship!