Stick to it, sooner or later, create a miracle

No matter how cruel the reality is, you can't give up on pursuit and hope. Just believe in yourself, keep working hard, spend, and open.

Really, as people have said, as long as the nameless water is in the eye, there will be a determination to go to Peking University. Even though my academic performance was still a mess, I decided to meet with the "One Tower Lake Map". When I really became a "good student" and passed to Peking University, I recalled my high school experience and found that the seemingly calm journey was inseparable from the twists and turns. More importantly, I really understand that as long as I work hard, Success is always promising. As long as you are willing to stick to your dreams, pay your emotions, perseverance, go to the fire and the fire, do not hesitate, and do not admit defeat in the most desperate, success will ultimately belong to us.

When Gao Yi was in school, he always thought about some problems that were not fruitful but enough to afflict oneself. He thought about the terribleness of "consciousness of existence" and thought about why he would be himself, who he is, what he would be like. The problem, because I can't get everyone's understanding, I can only keep thinking about it. After that, I didn't adapt to the class and let me think about transferring to school all the time. After the final exam, the family's guidance made me decide to adapt to the environment. When I was in the next semester, I began to lose sleep for more than half a month before the exam. I couldn’t sleep at less than two or three every night, and I was a political writer. During the daytime, the liberal arts classes all go to sleep, and the final exams are hard. Because of the dysfunction of the biological clock, that summer vacation was also groggy, not efficient, and even went to sleep while going out to play. Fortunately, the end of the holiday and the dream of Peking University, let me have a clearer goal.

I remember that when the second year of high school began, the teacher of the class leader Zhang gave us the idea of ​​success or failure in the second day. It was different from the good atmosphere in the class. Maybe because I couldn’t control my own study, maybe because of the helplessness and confusion caused by the dream too far, I am everyday. When you call your parents in the evening, you have to cry. You can't go back to the class without going to self-study. At the time, the same table was the first in the class. I didn’t talk much. I was studying all day long. I don’t know where to come. I changed the pressure by changing the seat again and again, until there was a table D who would help me, enlighten me, let me decide to start learning, I decided not to want to test the ranking, but to pursue every knowledge. Really mastered. In this semester, my grades have been more than 30 from the previous one to the fourth place in the second monthly exam. I have confidence, and I have the motivation to study later, and my grades have basically stabilized. After this incident, I realized the importance of the environment. The kind actions of my friends around me may have a great impact on others. I also decided to treat others in good faith and help others as much as possible. This way I am getting more. many.

After the mid-term examination in the second semester of the second year of high school, the class teacher’s practice of ranking the seats in order of ranking made me feel that I lost my previous advantage. Because I lost myself from the same table for a long time, I told myself that this is not normal. I know that the strong should not be affected. The impact of this kind of thing, knowing that true perseverance should be the control of emotions, but it is still difficult to do, and it has been disturbed by this matter for a long time. It is the arrival of the holiday to calm this emotional fluctuation. During the three-day holiday, I didn’t have the energy to pay much attention to. The teacher didn’t have to stay homework, just did a class, and the high-intensity test was changed all day long. I became one of the few people who didn’t go. I stayed at home in the name of nursed back to the body. At that time, I was already aware that if I wanted to get into Peking University, my high school would definitely not be disturbed by the outside world, but I could not adjust myself. I had to ask for help. A relative cleared my mind and gave me some useful practices. He told me to like the computer, pull the things that are not useful for the joint test into the recycling bin, and archive the good memories, if not once. Put it down and think of it once. I also understand that every time you encounter a thing, you have to set a good position: What is this? What should be done? If you don't understand, let go, sleep or consult. Before you can locate things, you should summarize them later. If you have similar problems next time, you can solve them better. Article rationality is very important. Don't let the brain be in a chaotic state. Many difficulties are self-conceiving. We often complicate the problem and imagine the various difficulties that may arise when nothing happens. Frightened myself. In fact, success is not as difficult as you think. If you face it bravely and operate with your heart, there will be good results.

In the third year of high school, as the teachers and sisters said, you may have tested any scores you can't imagine on the exam. The high school's performance fluctuations are like a knife, stinging our nerves again and again. Many times I don't know where to go to find confidence, or even know if I should look for it. The class teacher at the time of the middle school told us that the tension before the test is that you only paid seven points, but you want to get ten. It was only then that I found out that there was another kind of tension. You paid seven points, but you were afraid that you couldn’t even get three points. I told myself that the exam is a good opportunity to find problems and solve problems. Isn't this the core of the exam preparation for high school? I don't pursue the rankings, only pursue the perfection of this paper in front of me, and do the right thing to do the right thing. The level is already very good. I told myself that this is not an exam, but a good opportunity to show myself. Before each exam, I encourage myself to stay away from anxiety and have a good attitude. Normally speaking, it is simple. When I really do it, I realize that the meaning of these three words is so profound.

Even in the third year of high school, I tried hard to maintain my peace of mind. However, in November, my own bad state provoked some waves. The world itself suddenly lost its memory and couldn’t think of any knowledge. It was very simple. Nothing will be done, fear and despair will fill the heart. The book says when to believe in yourself, but in that case, others are almost perfect, but they can only be more than two hundred; others can write a lot of workbooks, but they still can't finish the teacher during class. Questions to be told; others can communicate well with the teacher during class, but they can't listen to anything like listening to the Bible. Where to find confidence? Fortunately, the belief is still there, I insist on it, at least not give up the dream, the measures are also there, sleep, diet have certain adjustments, but fortunately, after the New Year, I entered the remedial stage, and I gradually adjusted.

There is still a lot of interference in the third year of high school. The review of the entire third year is almost accompanied by the noise of construction next to the home. Sometimes it is impossible to sleep at noon for several days. I told myself that my fate can only be my own. Why does the environment decide me? I try to overcome it and tell myself that as long as my heart is quiet, the noise will not affect me at all. In addition, the delay in the registration payment was successfully notified. The only physical examination form printed at the time of the medical examination, the noise of the vehicle outside the entrance examination, the intimidation of the invigilator... all tested my patience. . I remember the words of Lin Liyuan in Guangxi in 2007: "All the hard work is God's ingenious arrangement. He let us suffer before the joint entrance exam, so that we can pass the exam smoothly." The contrast between the bad state of the third year and the big dream makes me want to win more. I want to get back to it all. In the third year of high school, I kept looking at the dream of Peking University, Peking University, and Peking University’s diary. I was admitted to Peking University’s books full of new insights and I expected myself to be a member of them. At the same time, I also hold the book of Yantai Yanyuan Youth Peking University, and long for the life of Peking University. But the difference between reality and dreams made me suffer. Until one day, this sentence reminded me: "I always want to win and lose, not afraid of losing." If we are always suffering, we must be careful not to let go, and we may not get anything. When I was about to take the exam, I wrote to myself: Choosing Peking University essentially chose to struggle, hardship and responsibility. At this time, isn’t it just between them? Even if you can’t dream, the future life can be passed like this. As long as you persist in fighting, even if you can’t enter Beijing University, there is no regret. In the end, the moment the dust settled, I realized that there was a lot of good things, and I understood that a period of experience is only full of hardships and sweat, and when I look back, I will be extremely happy.

I think that everyone’s high school can’t be smooth sailing. Hardships must be there. In the face of hardships, what I hold on is the tenacity. I never give up on pursuit and never give up my determination to work hard for my dreams. Less than the last moment, everything can be said to be successful, hopeful. I have persisted in the unswerving pursuit, and I have persisted in positive optimism and strive for it. I constantly reflect on myself, adjust myself, and constantly strengthen my heart. No matter what happens, I will tell myself that as long as I am willing to pay, everything will be fine. As long as the heart is still hot, it will melt all the suffering and cast the most beautiful flowers.

Tomorrow's self, at Peking University, I will hold on to my dreams, stick to the peace of mind, and stick to the people around me. No matter where, no matter what happens, I will deeply believe that if you are willing to pay, stick to it, sooner or later, you will create a miracle. .