In fact, you are just "excellent" and not excellent.

Xiu Xiu is a very good friend of my high school, and I have spent the hard time in a class. She studied hard and achieved great results. Later she was admitted to a prestigious university in Beijing. She is now a graduate student at a university not far from me, and she is an intern in a top 500 company. Xiu Xiu's company is the world's leading big brother in the IT field, but she is a human resources intern in the company, and her professional seems to be administrative or management, anyway, with human or IT. .

I asked her what she wanted to do in the future. Xiu Xiu said that she wanted to go to a luxury company to do business, because I heard that the internship treatment was 500 yuan a day. If I could be a regular employee, I would definitely count more money.

I asked her why she was an intern here, an internship with the future and the status quo. Xiu Xiu said that she just wanted to mix an internship experience, and the other is not important.

I asked her what plans she had for the future. Xiu Xiu said that she was going to resign this internship to write a thesis, and then find an internship, the kind that can be turned positive, and then work. As for what to look for, I don’t know.

I am a bit silent, I feel that something is wrong, but I can't say anything. I always feel subconsciously that the good students who were such good people in the show, why did not make me feel wonderful and shocked. I always think that Xiu Xiu should be the kind of person who has always surprised me.

Xiu Xiu said that she always felt that her life was shortcomings, lack of motivation and lack of passion. It seems that everything is well arranged. She is very stable and smooth from a group of key universities, Baoyan, gold medal instructors and 500 internships. But I always remember one sentence: "Smooth, just a mediocre life." I didn't understand it that year, but now I look at our calm and not a bit of awkward life, and instantly feel that this sentence is too much. The life of Xiu Xiu is dragged by a model. It seems that derailment is a big mistake. Of course, the always good show will not let you derail, but only the fastest one in the track. I told Xiu Xiu, how do I feel that your life should not be such ordinary? Xiu Xiu said: "Then I went abroad to read a doctor again. What do you think? This has an overseas background." I almost turned The stool.

Xiu Xiu, still remember Xuan Xuan? In the past, our class played the piano very well, but Xuan Xuan, who had a very poor grade, was a high-spirited Xuan Xuan who came to class every day. I want to tell you about her present.

At that time, Xuan Xuan had an admission notice for the music majors of Tsinghua University and other famous schools. However, her grades were too bad. She only went to the university department of a second-class school, and she was still a special student. She graduated from a pianist in four years. Finally, she graduated from the top three universities in Canada and continued to learn music. She studied with the world famous pianist XXX. We often chat on Fetion, I watched her slowly. Adapting to foreign life, slowly looking for the glory of the heart under another sky, I saw her music dreams bloom a little bit, her music slowly from the piano room of the school to the stage, to the world, to a bigger and more beautiful local. Xuan Xuan is currently applying for a Ph.D. at Yale. The problem is not big. It is a musician to learn. I have been thinking that she was not the best, or even the worst, but now you can look at the students in our so-called intensive class, which world has her wonderful, her grand and tenacious Just make a phone call and ask about the top ten students in our class. Some of them are struggling in the one-year postgraduate class. It seems that they are not satisfied with the reputation of the good students of the previous 20 years; some have been admitted to graduate school. Come out every day to find a company internship, or help the instructor to make a book to make small money; some work, go to work every day from 2 to 1 online, earn some money to rent a small broken house, read a book and read the report.

When I first met Xuan Xuan, she really shocked my heart. She has been pursuing her own love and using her strengths to fight her own world. In the 12 years of college life, she did not break through the eleventh, but she did not give up her dream, that is, music, is the piano. She has love and music in her heart, and her heart has longed for her desire to pursue. I still remember that when she got a notice that Tsinghua’s special student could lose 80 points in one night, she jumped and shouted in the class. At that time, the whole class looked at her disdainfully, knowing that she lost 180, and could not test Tsinghua, and the special student was counted as a hair. The high school class was the last word. But Xiu Xiu, we are all wrong, Xuan Xuan is happy that her music is finally recognized, this is the moment she dreams of sailing. She knows that she is 280 points less, and she can't test Tsinghua.

And what about us? We have been very disciplined and special. We use abc and XYZ to enter a good university, master of the cattle, squeeze into the top 500 as a small intern, try to add flowers to their background, in fact, it is a trumpet flower, can not add any peony; then join the job Take 4K a month's salary to compare with each other, than who is petty, who is famous, who can go out to take a taxi, who rents a house is relatively large, is hardcover, and in the near future we will continue to climb than who has a house and car, who marries Enter the giants. But what do you find out, Xuan Xuan's world is getting bigger and bigger, our world is getting smaller and smaller, it is very small and very small, and finally it becomes the 100,000 yuan we earned with our youth working overtime and staying up late. In a few hot-selling real estates in Beijing and a few gaudy and expensive restaurants, it was shown in +. We have been good students for 20 years, and the ultimate achievement is a small dwelling and a fragile soul hidden under the vanity appearance.

You said that you didn't think that I would be very good now, and that year I was a medium-sized student, and I didn't have the specialties of Xuan Xuan. In fact, I don't particularly want to say these words, because it seems that I am despising you. In fact, I don't have any bad feelings for you, just because everything you are experiencing is what I used to be. I especially want to use my personal experience to tell you the traces of these past hearts. In my university, I always think that I want to be a high-paying, decent job, to be a legendary little white-collar worker, to go out to live in a five-star hotel, and to buy things no longer need to look at the price, so I am directed at this target piapia Run out. However, in the white-collar life that looks beautiful after graduation one year, I can't see my goal. I don't know why I have to work overtime and stay up all night. All that I do is to make others look like I am very busy. I am busy and have no time to call my mother. I am very impatient with my friends. I am busy at home with my family. In fact, I am not so busy. I am very annoyed and bothered me to lose my goal. I am a goal-oriented person. Without a goal, life becomes a stagnant water.

Until the day of July this year, I suddenly remembered my dream on the train. Mustard says that the dream of a person at the age of 17 is largely a lifelong dream. Yes, my 17-year-old dream has recovered a little bit in my heart and has become alive. After that, I miraculously restored my strength and energy, started a lot of things I wanted to do, and wanted to understand a lot of questions, such as why I often work overtime, and I am very happy to endure the fact that there is no overtime pay. . I began to become maverick and began to become firm and embarrassed. It’s all because I have a goal in my heart. On the road to this goal, I understand what I should do and what to give up. I have learned to look at my world and other people's world from many angles. My vision has become round and full, and my mind has become broad and orderly. I try to read the history of disgust, I try to do things in the way of doing business, I try different voices of Heiner, I try everything that the standard good boy should not do.

Tuzki said: When you embark on a different path, you will be able to see different scenery from others. When I became a special child in the eyes of everyone, I saw that there were so many wonderful living methods in the world, and I began to sincerely admire the greatness of the workers wearing a greasy work clothes. I was moved to a The simplicity and kindness of the working people at the bottom of society. And these, I have used my ruler to plan my standard life.

I have to change a place to rent a house next month. I moved into a 8 square meter dwelling from the 20 square meter room. I changed my big double bed into a small single bed. I have to organize my own things, but I can’t mess around like this. Throw can be found. The sister of the new house is worried about whether I can accept the upcoming changes. After all, it is difficult to get rich. But Xiuxiu, do you know? My heart doesn't care. On the contrary, I feel very happy, because there is a goal in the heart. Everything changes only for this goal. It is an important rule in my future life. .

This morning, Xuan Xuan said on Feixin that if she finally got into Yale, let me give her a big reward. I laughed, Xuan Xuan like a beautiful butterfly, step by step to the far-flung music paradise. And her story and the days I have traveled make me understand that it is not a point concept, but a concept of growth. Only those souls who have goals, love, passion, and ability to the end can come out of the way and live a growing world.