We are not children of God! (Classic exam inspirational article, must see every session)

We are not children of God

About the author: Lin Liyuan, graduated from Guangxi University of Science and Technology in 2007, graduated from Pubei Middle School in Qinzhou City, Guangxi. The total score of the joint entrance examination was 672 points. Now studying at Guanghua School of Management, Peking University. In fact, she is a lively and cheerful "nearly hopeless" girl, who likes to carry all kinds of shops and crazy games of the "sweeping" streets and all kinds of incredible things. But in order to realize her long-awaited university dream, she made a “boring” person wholeheartedly in the third year of high school, and made 300 sets of papers without interest. Perhaps this is not the whole of life, but we can always find that there is a relationship between self-awareness and feast of life. At the freshman dance party of Peking University, she remembered the "funny glory" of the third year of high school. She smiled like a flower. For the sake of dreams, it is worthwhile to have fun!

I don't know what words to use to describe the days that make my dreams come true. Language always limits the expression of emotions to some extent. The life of the third year is also mixed with a lot of tastes, so that everyone who has passed by seriously I can't tell the emotions when I look back.

Everyone has a hysterical origin

Starting from the middle of the country, my dream is Fudan University. In the third year of high school, I seem to feel that I can touch my dreams with my hands out. I have been instilled the concept of the entrance exam many times a day. I have no choice but to fight back. I carved a few big characters on the small cabinet at the bedside: killing Fudan! Until now, I still remember the way I was murderous and swearing. I wake up once every day after getting up. I am honest, quietly living the same life, my heart is like water. Travel, crazy online shopping, gossip, love problems... have been abandoned by me, and the 7-year-old Q age has come to an abrupt end. I am really not a person who can learn while playing, tired of always having, and occasionally smug about his own small success. My madness about dreams reached the limit when I first entered the third year of high school. Everything turned into the dream of the university that I had already identified when the entrance exam came. The power of my dreams made me eager to try.

From the teacher's announcement of the joint exam review schedule, I took out a brand new book and started recording my third year. On the first page, there are only a few words: Fudan, waiting for me! On the second page, there is only one line: my goal is 650 points or more. The third page is a paragraph: "I know that everything will be there. I will have the failure of the big test, but I will never give up my efforts and dreams. The environment can only affect me, can't decide my future. Decide my In the future, I am only myself. I will do my best at the hand and try to make my dreams come true." These three pages have been silently supporting my entire high school life. Just like my high school teacher said: Flying does not fly to get this long mountain, just look at this joint exam. Many students who have dreams, like me, meditate in the heart, "you must win this battle!"

In the last semester of high school, in October, the first monthly exam came, and from that moment on, I began to feel the truth of the joint exam. During the National Day holiday, I didn't dare to go out of my house one day. From the birthday of my motherland, until the end of the holiday after 4 days, I got up at 7 am every morning and kept doing my homework until 1 am, where the meal and lunch break were Finished on the desk. I was bored at home and studying hard. The first thing I thought of when I opened my eyes was how to do the math problems that I didn't finish the night before. When I was tired, I dreamed of getting the admission notice from Fudan University. I am really crazy to be the most honest student... I later learned that everyone has a hysterical origin. I think, in October of that year, I had been hysterical.

What if you want to be a nerd who can think?

After the monthly exam, the school's bulletin board was full of excitement. There were many lists and notices about the third year. I suddenly felt that my high school had gone far, so I couldn't see the shadow of the past. I only stood there and made a fuss, and I understood that the sentence I posted on my desk no longer meant to be a gesture. In the third year of high school, you are not required to learn in life, nor to let learning infiltrate into life. Instead, you must not forget to study at any time. Try to let yourself get income in every time period. Conducive to the joint entrance examination. "For the entrance exam, why not be a nerd who can think?" I thought. Everyday days are repeated, simple and full, a little boring. But it doesn't matter, I am willing, everything is worth it!

In the morning, when I climbed to the fifth floor of the school, I panted and fell asleep. When I was sleepy, I asked me to ask the question at the same table: "Introducing the cultural history of the Tang Dynasty..." or floating in the face of piles. The review of ink tastes, a little nervously complaining: "Is the paper recently reduced in price, so that the school made so many unscrupulously?" Then, in the seat, holding his feet, holding the book, holding the pen and fighting for history In the dynasty and the special back, I want to throw it out of the window. When I have lunch at lunch, I look at the next task of learning and think that I am busy than the Prime Minister. After school, I am Jogging on the playground, but also forced to run while listening to the ancient text; at night to do a lot of math problems, as described in many articles, there is a cup of coffee next to it, in fact, there is no coffee does not matter, I have not drunk a few times, perhaps It’s just a symbolic thing... This is my day. I don’t know if this day will make others “despise” and feel too exaggerated and can’t stand it. But I really came here. I am an ordinary high school student. I am deeply trapped in the third year of high school. I only know how to eat meat mechanically, go to class, do the title, calm down like a small town in my hometown, never There will be something big happening.

Bitter, is never eaten white

Near the time of the joint entrance exam, a wide variety of test papers arrived as scheduled, and they were bombarded and could not hide. The monthly exam is nothing, a big test every week, three days a small test, this is only a rigid rule of the school, teachers of various subjects also discuss when the time comes to meet, and then use the test papers to exchange communication with the students. ". From the next semester, the curriculum of our grades has been completely revised. It is absolutely normal for the two classes to be in the same class. Every day, we will hand in N pieces of papers that have gathered together for nearly a year to review our hard work, and we will also receive N papers with a red score. Score, this highly stimulating and valuable guy, in the spring of 2007, its enthusiasm is enough to make all high school students including me shocked, love and hate. Although I have already become a veteran of the exams, I have been worried about not getting good grades. The depression of "Bailian has not become a steel" has shrouded every future test: I feel that I am Mathematics paid a lot of day and night, but did not get the expected red apple. The liberal arts synthesis is also a subject that stabs my nerves, a four-choice multiple-choice question, a short answer of a dozen points, a slight negligence, and a good score suddenly disappeared, like missing a gorgeous encounter, and finally nothing. . Even so, I still have to take Fudan every day, still doing a lot of papers every day, because my choice is not to choose, so I have been learning and learning...

I like to study on a regular basis, and my study plan is very strong. Two weeks before the general monthly exam, I will take a day to fill the two-week daily schedule, reviewing step by step, and the daily tasks of each subject will be heavy. The two weeks before the monthly exam are my most tiring time, so I will treat myself once after each monthly exam, no matter how good or bad I am, as long as I try my best to review. I have always practiced the principle of "bitterness, which is never eaten in vain." I am a super shopping fan, the jewelry store is my favorite, the more the test is not good, the more I like to dress myself beautifully, let myself have a beautiful little mood, and then hide in a small room with tarot cards Play with myself, play until I am satisfied, it is a thing that always makes me full of expectation and surprise, this may be the best embellishment in my untested life. Life always has a little hope. For example, when you are studying hard, you have to tell yourself in the subconscious. After this hurdle, there will be a very good thing waiting for you. At this time, the efficiency will be much higher, and it will be difficult to score every second. It will also feel worthwhile.

After the results came down, facing the identity of the "No. 1", the teachers and parents were all "Peking University Peking University". I became overwhelmed by myself. After all, I gave up my original dream of Fudan and chose Peking University. The strength of Peking University is irresistible to every senior student. On the day of the consultation meeting, I deliberately went to the booth of Fudan University for a long time, then turned and left silently...

After the entrance exam, I sorted out the various review materials I used in the past year. The examination papers issued by the school are crowded with half of the bookshelves, and they go to the bookstore to buy the set of questions: 83 sets of Chinese, 52 sets of English, 65 sets of mathematics, 95 sets of liberal arts, except for the liberal arts comprehensive short answer questions. Other papers and sets of questions have recorded a lot of notes and precautions in red, blue and black pens. In 4 mathematics materials books, I read them 5 times from beginning to end, each of which has a date and my mood. English special exercises, read two books, three blanks, three grammar and other single training, history 5 textbooks, back 7 or 8 times, geographical map, cut a full I was cut into the size that can be packed in my pocket... Others always think that I have always been so good and smooth. In fact, only I know what my life is like, although I don’t feel pain at all, but bitter Still wrapped around my body, wrapped in the sun that I want to cry on a sunny day. I remembered the alley in the classroom outside the classroom when I was studying at night, waiting for my mother to pick me up. I remembered that when I was in the bottleneck of mathematics, I kept myself in the room for two days without going to school. Facing the wall, the six gods collapsed. I told myself time and time that this is God's ingenious arrangement. He asked me to suffer before the entrance exam, so that I can pass the exam smoothly, and I walked again and again in the shackles and confusion because I I have always believed that our future is not a dream. The future success is equal to everyone. It is only the beauty that has been spelled out, and there is no glory waiting for it. Now I don't know how to say my learning method. Maybe my method is a round of summing up and a stack of "sea tactics".

"A heart is definitely not hurt by the pursuit of dreams. The loss and smugness, clarity and confusion of the road to school, the simplest is what kind of state of mind you have. There will be failure in the effort, there will be courage to lose. Time, but I must work hard, I am working hard, I need to be strong, need silence, need will. Everything is just a process, success and happiness are the end. Life can be boring, but you must be happy. We are not gods. Children, we are just children with dreams." After the entrance exam, I commemorated my third year. I decided to continue my "boring" life at Peking University in the far future, to make a veil with a smile and grow like a snail.