Fortunately, you have no compromises on those difficult days.

You sat at the writing desk, staring at the skylight that was dimming out of the window, tears in your eyes, but you couldn't let it fall. Just now, you found the college entrance examination score, which is two thousand kilometers away from the university you want to go. If you are under the age of 20, you have always been passionate and ambitious. I feel that as long as you do your best, your dreams will be within reach. I can't bear to reveal the cruelty of reality to you so early, and I have not convinced you to "try another year." After all, which way do you have to go, you have to make your own decisions.

You reluctantly entered the ordinary undergraduate college. You clearly remember that at the school gate, the father who sent you to school is still asking, "Do you really want to go to school here?" You looked down at the road under your feet, just raining, it was muddy. You didn't pick up the words, dragged your luggage and went on. Originally optimistic, you began to become dumb, and some self-destructive. You feel that life can only go through such mediocrity, then that's it.

Your adolescence is full of rebelliousness, and you are very picky about everything; your body is full of thorns, and the students see you all retreat. That day, I saw that you were in conflict with your roommate. They chatted with the sky and left you cold. You went to the Internet cafe alone, in the virtual space, with the strange netizens to vent your troubles. Soon, you learned to skip classes and travel around with your parents' living expenses. You said to yourself, mix it up, it’s not difficult to find a job. Who is not like this?

That Mid-Autumn Festival, you went back home, a small town two hours away from the school. The car pitted through a T-junction. A gold-cup car in front of it almost collided with a large truck carrying coal. Both drivers beat the steering wheel, the gold-cup car turned over, and the big truck turned over. The coal of the whole car would The gold cup car is buried. You are terrified, because among the victims, there are two college students of the same age. The first time you saw, the fragility of life. Tomorrow and accident, I don't know which one will come first.

On the day of the holiday, the bus you are going to sit on is filled with students who want to return to school just like you. The parents surrounded the car on the third floor and the third floor. The car moved slowly and slowly. Until the T-junction was sent, the parents slowly dispersed. You are in the crowd, you also saw your mother, the two have a frost, the face is not assured. Before that, she never sent you to the station. You used to think that she might be disappointed with you too. But at that moment, you understand that her love has never been far away.

Back to school, you decided to take a postgraduate exam. It was a tough decision - it’s already a junior, and your English level 4 hasn’t passed yet. You bought back a thick English dictionary and remembered the words in a crazy way. Some students have a private bet, how can a student like you insist on a month? You heard it and didn't argue anything. However, the time to get up in the morning is advanced, and the time to lie down at night is pushed back. I also feel bad about you, always telling you, "Don't work too hard, you have to work and rest." However, I also know that you have been ruined for too long, you want to take time back.

After a few months, you really passed the fourth grade; the junior year is next semester, and the sixth grade is over. In the strange eyes of everyone, you continue to read your book. Parents pay for it and rent a bed near the school. In order to save money, you are crowded with a classmate on a shop. Just because the rental house will not turn off the lights at night. You feel that as long as you keep this rhythm, your postgraduate course should be smooth. But the score came out, still a little worse. You silently put away your transcript and started looking for a job. Finally, on a night without people, you burst into tears and said sorry for the parents’ efforts. I can't help but cry with you.

After graduating, you rented a house, went to work during the day, reviewed in the evening, and only slept for four or five hours a day, and the body quickly could not afford it. One day, when you came out of the company and changed to a bus, you felt that you were standing still. You send a message to a friend saying that you have to give up when you go to his postgraduate entrance exam. A friend rushed in and gave you a pot of millet porridge. You are lying on the sofa and listening to the song she told you to listen to. "Where do you want to go, how can you return halfway..."

In the second year, you are admitted to the graduate school of the university that you have been thinking about. The first time you go to a big city from a small place, your heart is full of fear and inferiority. Other students seem to be versatile, but you can't do anything. They teach you to play tennis, but you can't even hold the beat. You often miss home and feel that life is not as bright as the realization of your dreams.

One day, your mood was so bad that you walked on the road and almost got hit by the car. Fortunately, a friend saw it, he took your shoulder and sent you across the road. He talked with you for a whole night. He said that if you are in a bad mood, you should walk well, eat well, and sleep well. The first time you discovered that this strange city was filled with the warmth of human feelings.

You graduated from graduate school and stayed in this big city that many people yearn for. I want to congratulate you, but I see that you are still frowning. At the beginning of work, you live in the basement, the room is full of moldy smell, and the long corridor is as dark as no end. Get up early every morning to get out of the MRT and drag back with tired body at night. Lying in bed at night, you often ask yourself, when can you live in a room where you can see the stars and moons? There are many moments, I feel that you will not be able to sustain it.

That day, the boss suddenly called you to his office. He asked, "Why do you temporarily schedule tasks for you, don't you complain, always smile and promise?" You are wondering, are you always smiling? How could you not have sadness? On the first night, are you still worried about the task of the next day? That afternoon, the company was in a meeting and your position was promoted. The boss said at the meeting that he appreciates your optimistic and positive attitude and faces the difficulties.

In fact, the boss does not fully understand you. You still have the same mistakes as the college entrance examination, there will be tears when you encounter difficulties; if you have a lot of pressure, you will be homesick; your temper is not so good, or you will be picky; you don’t have many friends, you still like to be alone; but Fear of loneliness, I always feel that I have not been abandoned by this world when someone is accompanying you to eat.

However, you seem to be different from the same year.

Already 30 years old, you understand, people who will smile, luck will not be too bad; you understand, there will be no way, no way to go; you understand, life will have many choices, even if you are not present Don't give up easily if you want it; you understand, there are always some people, you can't afford the feelings you can't afford; you understand better, all those difficult days will not let you suffer in vain...

And I, finally, have the courage to stand in front of you and say "Thank you!" is that you did not give up in the most embarrassing trough, only gave me the strength to keep moving up; you always have love and I hope that I will gain the same kind of friendship as my loved ones; it is that you never stop chasing your dreams, and you really wait until the day of realization; it is you who treat each experience well, whether it is smooth or bumpy. The thickness of my life has been cumulative.

Thank you, you are the one who has never compromised for ten years.

Because of you, there is me today.