Everyone has crossed the darkness that is unknown

One

Nancy is my classmate, a typical Scorpio girl, a small man, but very strong. She is very smart and has a strong desire to control her life properly. If a friend travels or gathers, she will always be the one who is responsible for checking the hotel, and when everyone is still arguing about which restaurant to go to, she will always be the best person to decide.

I used to go out with her, and she took care of herself very well along the way, even if she went out and kept her regular routine. And my peers, I am often not lost or lost. For her, I am extremely envious and even awkward. I always admire her strong self-confidence and gas field. She always feels that she must have very good tutoring. She must be a good old family child who grows up all the way. It will not be like me, and she will be inferior inferiority if she is degraded for too long.

At the end of that trip, on the train that went back, because I hadn’t had enough time to sleep, I lost something to the big-headed shrimp, and once again I was angry with myself for half an hour. Looking at her calm look, I have been fascinated for a long time, and straightforwardly expresses my envy with her. She was a little surprised, paused for a while, then slowly talked about her childhood story.

Her mother has a very serious weak hearing, basically belongs to the category of deaf people, Dad is a thin and small man, not much words, work is very busy. So she was responsible for taking care of her mother when she was very young, and went shopping with her mother to replace her mother to bargain with the hawkers. When the country was young, the teacher didn't like her because she was a disabled person. She always looked for her trouble. At that time, she was very angry and hated her incompetence, so she had to study harder. When she finally graduated with the first grade in the county, she finally found her and asked her to share her experience in front of the whole school. She stubbornly refused, even if she knew that it would only deepen the teacher’s hate for her. Since then, she is no longer willing to go back to the original school to take a look.

She told me these things quietly, just as it did not happen to her, but I couldn't hide my face. I used to be naive to think that a person who is as confident as she must be taken care of in the palm of her hand, and she never knew it. She was as strong as her, and she experienced such humbleness.

two

There is a waste recycling aunt at the corner of the downstairs. The 50-year-old looks very blessed and smiles all day. It is very infectious. Every day, I will smile at her in good faith, chilling and whispering, and I will gradually become familiar with it once and for all. As usual, I went out to play with my aunt, and my aunt suddenly stopped me. I smiled shyly and handed me a stack of cards. I looked down and turned out to be the aunt’s business card, which read “home recycling xxx phone. XXX xxxx xxxx". I looked at her inexplicably. She was a little embarrassed to scratch her head, only to tell me that I would like to help distribute it around the next door. There is her contact information on the card. If there is any waste in the house, just call her and you can go home to collect it.

I agreed very quickly and praised her for looking for business opportunities. She was very happy, and showed me a show of her new mobile phone, saying that her son thought of it and bought her a new Nokia. As soon as she talked about her son, her words were like being opened. One thing was to count the interesting things of her son. The face was full of pride and pride that the mother had.

When I sent my aunt's card back home, I told my mom about it. Who knows she sighed and said: "She is also a bitter. When her husband died early, she didn't want to remarriage. Later I took a child from the orphanage and returned to it. As a child, I have been relying on recycling waste for 20 years. It is too difficult to imagine. The child is very competitive. Later, he went to Beijing to study at university. Now working at an internet company, I heard that it is quite filial."

My mother said that the clouds are light and windy, but my feelings are mixed. When my aunt mentioned her son, the expression of her eyebrows continued to float in front of my eyes. The hearty smile was too confusing. People couldn’t help but wonder how hard it would be to conquer such a darkness.

three

Karen suddenly pulled me off when I got off work a few days ago. I lowered my voice and said to me quietly: "Do you know? Stella had previously got leukemia." I was shocked and could not help but raise the tone "ah". Karen snorted at me like a finger and continued: "I just heard from her alumni that their school had previously raised money for her, and later it was better to match her mother's blood type." "I stopped in an instant, and Karen continued to swear:" Her family is not very good, but because her body has been poor, her parents moved to Beijing and rented a house to find a temporary job. "I am dumb, I don't know what to say for a while."

Stella is a tall girl, with my department but different groups, the station is directly opposite me. Sometimes I have a problem with my computer, or I receive an email with an unclear meaning. I will inquire with her instinctively. Because of her illness, she spent six years in college and finally graduated this year. I heard that the results are not bad. Usually, the temper is somewhat strong, the character is not cold or hot, the work is rational and calm, and unconsciously becomes the dependence of colleagues. If it wasn’t for Karen to mention it to me, I wouldn’t think of her as tall as she had experienced such a real life and death struggle.

I am especially grateful to witness the splendor of their present and the haze of their past. I no longer admire easily, and I understand that there must be some unspeakable bitterness behind every smile. When I am very hard, I will think that one day, I will be proud of what I have been.