Summer Report on the Third Rural Area in 2019

After returning to the countryside, I was still immersed in the freshness and joy of the first teacher. When I met the classmates, some people suggested that I should never be a teacher. I didn’t want to live so life and life forever. I never lived forever. Ways to escape the life associated with the book. In fact, these ideas have long been ingrained, but the nine-day teaching life has given me more room for thinking. It confirms the problems that teachers must face. It is boring, hard, ordinary, and even killing a person’s enthusiasm. A person’s nephew is also worried that the sudden student’s sudden question will make you unprepared... But, nine days ago, I have never felt the power of humanity as intuitively as I am now, especially as a teacher, a basic profession. The responsibility of morality, moral cultivation and its own in it does not matter the great noble and high, but a basic obligation, far beyond the choice of personal values.

The road is long and the road is long, I will go up and down

Before going to the countryside, there was something to delay, and I was not fully prepared. I didn’t even see the first day of my education. Originally, I wanted to talk about a Chinese reading guide course. The project reflected a variety of Chinese learning methods and writing methods from a carefully selected material, and even grasped the inspiration in life. I wanted to inform my children of my thoughts and understanding. We. But the void before departure and the compactness of the first day have already declared my failure. Without the support of materials and sufficient examples, it is doomed that any theory is empty. In the face of the facts, I didn't read a lot of books, and I didn't have the materials I had handcuffed in my chest. I left the ready-made materials. My knowledge reserves are very poor. It is a great sorrow for Chinese people. In the loss, all the plans were changed, and the language lessons were changed to music lessons. Every night when others are preparing for classes, I listen to songs under the tree alone, endless disappointment and loss. Two children met me and said, "This is a singing teacher!" I think I can't just sing, even though it is so relaxed and enjoyable! Later, I prepared a course for English poetry learning. Through a temporary summarizing trick, I taught the children a way to learn English. It was like a real class. I heard that they started to have a kind of " Feeling", for the first time in my heart, I have comfort, and only this class is a complete integration of my true experience and original intention. The first cry in nine days is for myself.

But I am not learning to sing, nor teaching English. I will face the language in the future. The cultural accomplishment that I require is far from my reach. If we have a good class, we can provide us with a better stage to show ourselves, but one day is also a temporary move, and what can I bring to my students? Maybe we all have our own methods to "make" the past, but we will never be fooled ourselves. The road is long and the road is long, I will go up and down!

Ordinary

When we are familiar with the teacher, "the teacher is the most brilliant cause under the sun, the engineer of the human soul", the sacred slogan about the teacher profession, but in the eyes of the children, the teacher's position can not get 100% approval. And sure, even some people hate teachers have become a habit. It is really not easy to be a teacher. It is not to say how many great and sacred meanings we have in the "teacher". The so-called "greatness and sacredness" is one of the teachers' thousands of ordinary occupations. Occupational ethics and rules! Just as an engineer has covered a house without causing it to collapse and innocent lives is not a glorious great thing.

The evening of the eighth day is the end of the teaching. I and my teammates went to the field outside the school to play. When it was dark, I went to a more remote forest. Suddenly a "teacher" came out, actually our students! He is usually very shy, never dare to speak straight and does not speak loudly, so he can take the initiative to say hello to both of us surprised. Surprised, everything was not unexpected afterwards. After he took us home, he hid in the house and did not come out. After talking with his mother, he realized that his family had moved from Sichuan, and the small tile house that he lived in now crowded five families. Such a lively family did not cultivate his lively and bold character. My mother said that he is as silent as ever for his family and his family. The transfer school came here, and the results could not keep up. In Sichuan, the old family was only able to learn English in the middle school, but in the new school, the younger and lower grades studied English. The impact of the two gaps on him was obviously great. Mom often goes out to buy tapes for him to listen to but does not help. It is difficult to get a person to adapt to a high-level English teaching in the middle of the country without any English foundation. The two of us are just distressed, and we regret not knowing the situation earlier. In any case, we will leave tomorrow! The two of us encouraged him to come out and pass the basic knowledge of English. The English vowels and finals were marked with the "Chinese mark", and he was tested again. He told him some English learning skills before he left. .

There is a passage in Liu Liangcheng's "Cold Wind Blowing": "We can't see all the snow falling in one's life. Everyone is alone in their own life for the winter. We can't help anyone. My little fire, right. For the poorer life, it’s obviously a lot of money. His cold is too big.” Yes, our help is too timely and too insignificant. That faint light may not burn a glimmer of hope, maybe. Concerns and sorrows about him may gradually fade with my departure, and in the future, if his teacher faces a 120-point English test paper but always takes 20-point students, has he ever walked to him? It’s no longer a good idea to talk about it, but I hope that in the future, we will never be indifferent to a shy, poorly-performing child because we have no right to ignore them. In fact, when teachers are not ordinary, there are too many subtle changes in students that we need to explore. Their strengths and potentials are yet to be discovered by us. An inadvertent encouragement can make a child's beautiful life. I am also a child who is encouraged to grow up and know the power of a teacher. One day, when I was standing in the post of a teacher, I thought that "every day, every day, forever and sincere service" does not matter, but it is not ordinary, such as the lights of the stars.