No background, no resources, why should I not fight?

What is the real nakedness to come to this world?

Weeds, see a dilapidated adobe brick house, it slanted, seems to be swearing to the late autumn of life. Every time the dead in the village, everyone will burn paper money in front of my house, and the sky has become a normal state. Sometimes I don't understand why everyone has to burn in front of my house every time, and my parents have never had any opinions. Until I was 5 years old, I knew that even the house that was going to collapse was not my home. There are too many memories in this so-called home.

I used to be afraid of bathing in the winter. I was particularly afraid of bathing. When the cold wind hit the old house with riddled holes, the only action was to tremble. When I had no money to buy paper, I used it to clean the water in the house. Practice on the ground; never had a vaccination, but I have to endure all kinds of diseases of my body. I have no money to buy calcium tablets, and I often wake up at night because of my foot pain. Before the university, no piece of clothing was his own, and it was given by others. I have lived in the world for more than ten years, and I only have one account in the second day.

A nearly 70-year-old man who has experienced vicissitudes often sits in front of an old house. It is my father. He has the same age as my grandfather of the same age, and gives people fortune in the country. Every time I started school, I didn’t pay the tuition fee. Every time, my mother and the teacher discussed “instalment payment”. Since then I have vowed to work hard to change this life. Therefore, since the beginning of the country, my grades have always been the top grades, and I am very popular among teachers.

However, when other children were eating snacks and playing games at a very young age, I had to accompany my mother along the street to scrap the goods to make up for the home, but also tolerate those who are not sensible to laugh at me "waste garbage" in all classmates. When I came home from school to watch TV, I had to go to the mountain to meet the mother who chopped wood. In order to help my mother save time and cut some firewood, a few jin of firewood was only a few years old and I provoked it in one place. Every year, when the family asks the tractor to bring the grain back home, the father of nearly 70 years old will use the oldest transportation vehicle in the countryside, the earth car, to carry the grain into a bag. Seeing the back of my father's back, the sweat dripping, I can't help but feel helpless. I can't help but ask myself, why don't I struggle? Parents have worked hard all their lives, suffering from the problems caused by poverty. I want them to say goodbye to poverty in the future. Then why should I not fight?

When I was in the middle of the country, I was able to pull the cans at the school, and then I went to the waste shop on the way home to go home to earn my own pocket money. Sometimes I had to pay out one or twenty dollars to supplement my family. Since the middle school became the squad leader, the scores have also been in the top several, and won the second prize of the vocal group in the middle school students' "Art 100" competition. The national middle school students' essay competition won the second prize of the county, and various styles in the school. The activity has also been outstanding, so the teacher is more concerned. After knowing that I can pull the cans, the teacher will also collect some waste papers for me and take extra care of me in some aspects of funding.

When I was a senior, I became the first female squad leader of my high school class, and it was three years. During the high school class as our squad leader, our class is always at the top of the list, whether it is performance, sports festival or art festival. My personal grades have always been the top grades. High school has been a "three good students" for three years. And I won the second prize in the calligraphy works of the Baishi Culture and Art Festival in Gaoyi, and won the second prize of women's 100m and women's long jump in the sports festival of Gaoyi. In the second year of high school, I was awarded the honorary title of “School Star – Self-Strengthening Star”.

But in the second year of high school, this average child should be happy, but I suffered tremendous blows and pains. Just as I was the first representative of the second year of the liberal arts class, after all the students at the opening ceremony, the joy and pride had not faded, I heard the news of the family.

When I stepped closer, I saw the grass in front of the depression brick house, and the coffin cover on the old table with a short foot. I stopped and I stayed. Now, I don't know what happened, I don't dare to think about what I should face next. When I stepped into the house, I saw that my father was lying peacefully in peace, but it was a lot quieter than usual, and he would never wake up again. The way the mother collapsed made me feel that I was the pillar of the family at the moment. I should provoke this burden. I can't get rid of it. I must be strong. I can't be sad. Because I am 16 years old this year. The next biggest headache was the father's burial expenses. During the day, I had to deal with the funeral with my uncle. I had to guard my mother at night. It was three days and three nights without a break.

However, I am very grateful to my alma mater, Xiangtan County Wuzhong, who was the teacher of the alma mater and raised the donation for me to get the father’s burial expenses so that my father could get into the land. After I arrived at the school, my classmates were very concerned. The teacher also asked me if I had any living expenses, what was the study situation, and how the mood was adjusted. My alma mater also found a social love entrepreneur for me to help me complete my studies. If it is not the alma mater, not the care and warmth of those teachers and classmates, not the help of those who love the entrepreneurs, there can be no me today.

I have received so much care, warmth and help. I have shouldered the hopes and responsibilities of my family, my teachers, my alma mater, and the society. Why should I not fight?

I deeply understand the university, "Children who don't have an umbrella must run." I told myself that my mother is nearly 60, she can't wait, I have to struggle. So in addition to learning the textbook knowledge, I have to exercise my own skills, so I sell socks and sell leggings at school. In the five middle schools of Xiangtan County, Yunlong Middle School in Xiangtan County and several high schools in Wangcheng County sold some inspirational books and sold more than 280 sets. Through such an opportunity, I not only exercised myself, but also reduced the burden on my mother.

Every time when I have a slack, I will tell myself that I have no background, no resources, why should I not fight? I have no way to filial piety for my father. My mother is so old, so that my mother can live a good life as soon as possible. Why should I not fight? I accepted my alma mater, teacher, classmate, and so much help and care in society. Why don't I struggle? I owe so much to this society, why should I not fight?

I only know that my life state should be like this: life is not limited, struggle never stops!

What are you doing in sophomore?

What are you doing in junior year?

What are you doing in your senior year?

One day, we, our relatives, will die. At that time, what would you regret?

I regret not working hard when I was youngest?

Regret not able to treat parents and relatives?

regret……