High school inspirational story: the miracle is created by myself

High school inspirational story: the miracle is created by myself

On the day of enrollment after the college entrance examination, I can’t help but think of the hard time when I was in college 16 years ago.

It was August of 1989. Due to excessive tension, I spent almost no sleep in the three days of the college entrance examination, and even the spirit of the examination room was languid. The result can be imagined: 52 students in the class, 42 students admitted, only 10 people were on the list, including me.

Watching the classmates have successively received the admission notices from the universities, and happily prepared to go to the university campus, my heart is like a knife, the summer of August that year is gray for me.

In the midst of sorrow, a feeling of not admitting is constantly surging in my heart. I don't believe that college is just a distant dream for me. I decided to repeat.

After my parents knew my thoughts, they began to work for me to help me, but after some in-depth thinking, I made an amazing decision: no cram school, one person at home!

This is indeed a bold decision, because all the previous students have to repeat in the cram school, and my approach is almost unheard of, and parents are firmly opposed. I have my own reason: because the high school I used to study is the best school in my city, but I feel that I am not comfortable with the way I study there. In other high schools, the teaching level is not stronger than it. . I feel that my foundation is not bad, and the qualifications are not bad. The reasons for the failure of the college entrance examination are: excessive mental stress, and second, improper learning methods. I am a person who loves to think and study independently. The personality is somewhat unsociable and not very gregarious. There is a strong feeling of enthusiasm for the school system, and it is difficult to have a good effect.

In the voice of my parents’ opposition, I opened up a small house belonging to my own family at home. I moved the bedding and reference books into it. I hid in the hut and became a unified person. I started a person’s self-study. four".

I took a long time to analyze the high test papers of that year, figure out where I am, and then develop a detailed review plan in a targeted manner and strictly implement it.

In my plan, it is stipulated that the time spent studying each day should not be less than 12 hours. That is to say, in addition to eating and sleeping, I almost indulge in the sea of ​​Shushan almost every day, no one communicates, almost no entertainment, the boring and lonely taste can be imagined. I continue to encourage myself in pain, to persist, to overcome loneliness. In this way, every morning I just got up and got up to recite the words. In the morning, I read the book to sort out the concept. In the afternoon, I used the reference book to study and solve the problem. In the evening, I took the mock exam myself, and I judged myself. I learned eleven every night. ,two points. I am so tired, I turn over the novel.

Occasionally I saw Zweig's "The Story of Chess", which immediately attracted me. The protagonist of the novel was also locked up in a dark huts, and the loneliness was going crazy. He stole a book, which is a boring chess game. Although he had no interest in chess, he was able to spend his days studying chess and discovering the endless fun that made him boring when he was in custody. The days have become vivid. He relied on his own research to become a chess master. After being released, his chess ability can be evenly divided with the world's strongest players. This story has greatly encouraged me. I think I am the Jew. I deliberately put my interest into the study of various subjects, and carefully explore the fun of their existence. I really found that the mathematical and physiology that originally irritated me contained infinite fun, the theorem, and the formula extended by the theorem. I can complete a high-level summary of our world, and we can use them to solve many problems, which has greatly increased my interest in learning. At this point, the reading calculations have become a pleasure for me. I am self-study by myself. No one can help after encountering a problem. I only have to think hard about myself. Because of the interest in learning, whenever after some hard thinking and solving the problem, the joy is really indescribable.

I was really fascinated, even though I was too young for me to be interested in the 18-year-old, but my interest at that time was all devoted to learning, and I really did not hear it. Outside the window, I am only reading the college entrance examination book. The long-term "closed", I gradually became fat, and I stayed in the hut all day long. My face turned pale, but my spirit was surprisingly full.

Of course, there was still interference at the time. It came from parents, and they were still persuading me to go to the re-reading class. After the Spring Festival, they actually stared at me and reported to me a major high school tutoring class. I was categorically rejected. My father had a big fight with me, but in the end I respected my choice. Seeing my parents' worried eyes, I don't know how to comfort them. Only when I am engaged in learning, I will forget my troubles. The defeat of the college entrance examination made me strong. I was a bitter in the loneliness, and I was able to endure the patience of the predicament. The diligent study made me taste the joy of struggle. At this time, I am already very confident. I have gradually felt that through the self-study in the past six months, the knowledge points of various subjects have been clearly clear in my mind. The understanding of knowledge is obviously deeper than the last college entrance examination. More important is my affirmation of my own abilities. At this time, the desire to go to college is not so urgent. Even if I can't go to college, I believe that by virtue of my self-learning ability, I can master a certain skill and become an expert in an industry.
Two months before the college entrance examination, I have completed the overall review from the middle school to the high school curriculum. In order to adapt to the exam, I spent the rest of the day simulating the college entrance examination at home and training the actual combat ability. I made a set of papers according to the time specified by the college entrance examination. Gradually, I also explored a set of test methods that belong to me. For example, for mathematics, we must control the speed of answering questions and the accuracy of fill-in-choice questions, so that the scores are not too low. For chemistry, you should first write the periodic table of elements on the straw before answering the question, which will help the answer. After dozens of simulations, I analyzed my own score as a judge, and I was confident that I had scored according to strict and even harsh standards.

On July 6th, the day before the college entrance examination, I used to lie down and slept, and slept very well. The next day, I was refreshed and played normally.

On the second day after the college entrance examination, I began to pack books and prepare to sell them. The parents said that they would wait until they sent the score, but I said that I can definitely test it. After I stopped cleaning up, I discovered that the reference books I have seen in the past year have been raised by one person, and the papers I have made are the same height. Sitting between them, I couldn't help but feel a bit sour and sorrow. Until then, I felt that I was too much and too hard to pay for the "high school" year.

Later, I was admitted to Beijing Institute of Technology. On the day when the subdistrict office received the admission notice, the clerks heard that I was admitted to the university after studying at home, and I was surprised because my score was the highest among our students. And my parents also told me that their colleagues showed their admiration after hearing that I didn't take the tutoring class and relying on self-study to go to college. I am no longer the unfilial children and grandchildren they accuse and worry about, and become the pride of the family. Hiding to the hut, I cried, no one knows the hard work and tremendous pressure I have put into it.

As it turns out, I was under great pressure and insisted on my choice. Everyone has a method that suits them. Don't make things harder and have confidence in yourself. This is the experience I have proved with practical action.

In the future, whenever I encounter difficulties, I will unconsciously think of my 18-year-old unforgettable "high school" years, and motivate myself to overcome suffering. That time will be a wonderful memory of my life.

Friends who have temporarily lost in the college entrance examination, after reading my story, I think you will also have confidence in the future of re-starting, then find out the way that suits you, and come back again. I believe that as long as you are confident and self-reliant, everyone will successfully walk out of their own path and write a unique life answer.