Mom, don't be afraid.

There are many mothers and sisters, and the family is poor. They were born in that special era. Even the most basic food and dressing is not guaranteed. It is inevitable that they can't afford to go to school. The illiterate mother has always relied on physical strength to maintain her life and improve her life. Now, nearly 70 years old, she is still so diligent. When she arrives at harvesting wheat or harvesting autumn wheat, she is like an adult laborer. Busy, doing work, even my middle-aged people are not as good as her. Seeing that she was so tired and panting, I couldn't help but persuade her to rest, but she said, nothing, my old bones are hard, I am not afraid.

When I was a child, my father worked outside. My mother had to plant the land and look after the younger one. It was very difficult to live. I remember her picking up the firewood under the poisonous sun; I also remember her struggling to stalk the straw in the rainy wheat field; she remembered that she was bullied and helpless in her eyes; remember her hug I was borrowing money from the street to treat my illness; especially when I was asleep, she was crying at the bottom of her shoes. I have stored it in my heart. Every time I talk about it, my mother always laughs hard. Laughing, I am not afraid!

Later, when the father retired and went home, the mother couldn't easily have a helper. However, the good times did not last long, and the father fell ill. Later, I married my wife and children, and I had laughter at home. I went to work in the same field as my father. My wife and daughter stayed with my mother, but my wife was not the meat that fell from my mother. After all, Not as good as their own children, although the granddaughter is the son of her own, she is a child who is not sensible, can not take care of her mother. I am afraid that my mother is lonely and lonely, and I am afraid that my mother has a cold and fever. I want her to go to the city to live with me. She said, when will you buy a house, move your family, I will go there again, and my daughter-in-law will take care of me and have a granddaughter. Accompany me, I am not afraid.

Unconsciously, my daughter grew up. One night in the summer, I suddenly found that my daughter who entered adolescence was a bit abnormal. After understanding, my daughter encountered emotional confusion during her growth. In the dead of night, I loved the woman, and I had an unprecedented conversation with her. What annoys me is that she not only does not follow my advice, but also tries to convince me to obey her with her thoughts and theories! I am so angry that I sneak into the kitchen to close the door and drink. When I was about to finish drinking a bottle of white wine, my awake wife suddenly pushed the door into the kitchen, shouting and yelling at me, and I was mad at me, no matter how bad she was, she was stinking. Despite this, my wife still took the drunken me to the bed to rest, because she knew that I was overwhelmed. On the bed, I turned over and over to sleep, and I heard the wife sigh and sigh. Later, I didn't know the role of alcohol. I didn't know what was sad. I sometimes cried and said that I couldn't understand the drunken words. The chest was flustered and I wanted to die. It may be that my crying alarmed the mother next door. When I was going to sleep, I vaguely remembered that my mother was beside me, and the trembling hand kept rubbing my chest and muttering in my mouth.

The next day, when I woke up, my wife said to me, my mother was very worried last night, for fear that I had an accident. Mom said that she was afraid of me in her life and was afraid of me.

I quickly put on my clothes and shyly came to my mother's room. When my mother looked up, I found her eyes red and swollen and looked blank. Seeing me entering the house, she didn't look at me unnaturally. When she covered her eyes with her hands, I didn't know where the power came from. I went to the front and caught my mother for 70 years. Hand, with a guaranteed tone, said: "Mom, don't be afraid." At the same time, I and her full of tears of tears rolled down the cheeks.