Looking back, the 18-year-old rainy season is no longer coming.

Years old and old, the flowers are raining, and the years of age are Xie Yuxi. Good youth is gone forever. The 18-year-old rainy season is no longer coming. Amazed, a song sighed. After the storm, I will always see the sunny day. After the storm, you can see the rainbow.

After the year, when I look back, I know that this person, then confused, will always understand when I live. In fact, the bitterness of suffering and the sins that have been suffered are all blessings. Thousands of songs, thousands of thoughts. On earth, those who repair the earth, everything can not be smooth. Eighteen years old, the most attractive rainy season in life. At that time, we were poor, bitter, hurt, and painful, and we will work hard. Therefore, the bitterness and joy at that time is the most beautiful song in life!

At the age of eighteen, people usually call it the "rainy season." Why? Because, 18 years old, is a sign that we have changed from juvenile to adulthood. At the age of eighteen, if faced with the college entrance examination, it will be the first turning point in our adulthood. At the age of eighteen, if you are unable to take the college entrance examination for various reasons, then we will face the first baptism in adulthood. If so, perhaps we will have to travel alone, maybe we will have to bear it alone, maybe we will be washed once by life.

I remember that when I was 18, I was working in a county hotel while I was studying at a high school campus because I was particularly poor. At that time, I was unlucky. At home, I met a particularly stubborn mother. At school, I met a teacher who was particularly incompetent. In the restaurant, I met another boss with a special quality. In the end, my self-control is not strong enough, my academic performance has dropped directly, and even the fate of the college entrance examination has changed.

That year, my township high school closed down. No way, only transfer to the county high school. However, my mother is a little hesitant because of the poor family. Therefore, more than a month after I started school, I was sent to my second county by my dad. In fact, my grades in the middle school entrance examination were the first in the class. Originally, the school I was admitted to was the county. Gao Yi went to the country to read, only because the chart tuition is cheap.

Because I am doing farm work at home every day, I am like a nigga. On the first day of the second day, he was nicknamed a naughty male table - black rose. He had nothing to eat, and he wrote a small note in my diary. Wrote: "Black rose, body fire, good temperament, good face... Although it is rustic, it is pure and quiet. Black roses, your words are really as charming as yours. In our class, should It’s a women’s champion. Admire! Hey, sneaked into your log, it’s really sad...”

I remember, I only licked this naughty ghost in my heart. Then, the words were shredded and thrown into the sky. At that time, although I was very strong in my bones, my courage was still relatively small. Therefore, since that day, I have not said anything to him. Moreover, I did not sit in the classroom at the end of the classroom without the consent of the class teacher. The class teacher did not know, but also trained me.

Since then, there have been many male students who like to make fun of me in public. Black Rose, you sit in the back of the classroom, what do you want to do... In fact, at that time, the students did not despise, just fun. But my self-esteem is particularly strong, so I feel that I have no face.

Two months later, I turned a little whiter. The title of the black rose was slowly forgotten by the students. When I was in the monthly exam, I actually took a top five and I was very happy. Therefore, I secretly made up my mind that I must fight for the first test. In fact, the score of my senior high school entrance examination was originally the first in this liberal arts class.

However, I am too happy to be too early. I think that the dream of working hard to learn quickly became a bubble. The "confused" teacher has always been very good at me, and I have no precautions against him. One day, he excused me to help me free tuition and find me about the family situation. Simple me, I really went. In this way, I am stupid, I walked into the wolf circle. Fortunately, I have been a physically active girl since I was a child, not so bullying. In the end, the fruit knife on his coffee table protected me.

Since this incident, I have not lost interest in learning, I still work hard. However, because of poverty, every time I go home, my mom will tear me down for the money. Therefore, in order to earn living expenses, I often do not go to school on the night, and secretly went to work in a hotel in the county. Unexpectedly, it was also bullied by the "bastard" boss...

Usually, the kind teacher is very concerned about me. He always asked me why I didn't study at night. He even mistakenly thought that I was falling in love. I often blushes and says, how is it possible? In fact, the class teacher hopes that I will study hard. In order to motivate me, he also specifically told the story of his study.

One day, the first class of self-study in the evening was the class teacher. I did not skip class. So, I was late for a clock when I went to the hotel. Fortunately, the weather is very cold, I wear a lot. Thick jeans with a wide belt and a wide belt.

As soon as he entered the door, the bastard boss said with a pretense: "You will not be used tomorrow!"

"Why? Because I am one hour late? You won't get a one-hour salary!"

"Hey, one hour late for an hour, how is it possible? At least half a day's salary. Unless you wait for work, you will stay for an hour."

"Everyone is off work, what am I doing overtime?" I am particularly sensitive.

"Forget it, see you are still a student, spare you a horse. You are now going to clean the health of the ** hall box!"

“Where is the health of the hall? Are you talking about it?”

"of course!"

"Is the ** hall not responsible for Xiaolan?"

"she's back!"

"Hey! Then I will go now!" For the poor little money, I ran faster than the rabbit.

When I was once, I began to feel a sense of fear for men. In particular, the bastard boss who looks at people without blinking. However, in order not to deduct wages, I still went into the scalp. Think about it, there are people in the hotel who go to work late, so I am not afraid. Moreover, I locked the door as soon as I entered the door. However, what I did not expect was that there was a hidden door in this box. On the surface, it is a picture.

Because I was afraid of deducting money, I was very serious when I was doing things. The bastard sneaked in, and I was still ignorant. When he tightened me from the back, I knew that I was fooled.

"Let's go! Don't let go, I call the boss!"

"Haha! Boss? Call it, the more you call me, the more excited!"

"Get out, bastard!"

"Hey, sexy goddess! Follow me, I will pay for your college, how?"

"One two three, can you let go?"

"Actually, if you follow me, it doesn't matter if you don't read college!"

"How old are you? Go to hell, beast!"

"Hey, I still like you with personality!"

"Bee, I hate you for these qualities!" I took out the self-defense fruit knife and licked it.

"Hey, stinky, are you hiding a knife in your work?"

"How? Comfortable? Don't you go out?"

"Comfortable, comfortable! Good, I go out, go out! Don't call out loud!"

"Black Rose, Black Rose... Your classmates will pick you up!" Outside the door, there was a sudden knock on the door. That is, a chef who is usually like my sister. His family is also very poor, and he has dropped out of school because of poverty.

"When I go out from the secret door, you open the door again!" The bastard boss's hand was running dirty blood, but in the end he pretended to let me go without incident. After all, he is afraid that the scandal will pass thousands of miles, and he is even more afraid of the boss.

"Black Rose, are you okay?" The chef's poor brother looked at me with concern, and I saw a fruit knife in my hand, and it was unscathed, and I smiled comfortably.

"Where is my classmate? I have not told anyone that I am working here?"

"Ha! I still don't understand? Go, I don't do it anymore, go repair it and say it again!"

"Don't be! You are not afraid that he will deduct your salary and expel you?"

"Open and open, I have never used him!"

I can't help the poor brother, he really hits people. The bastard boss was beaten and bruised, but he did not dare to call the police.

That night, the proprietress took the child back to the country. It turned out that Xiaolan was the cousin of the boss, so she went back together. It’s cold, and guests don’t go out at night. Therefore, when they go to work late, the chefs like to brag in the kitchen. And the poor brother, but does not return to protect the poor children.

In fact, when the bastard tightened me, I was scared of a cold sweat. Fortunately, I have been hiding the "following" of the teacher's family. Fortunately, there is a poor brother with a sense of justice, and I have once again spared the disaster.

Good-hearted poor brother, he was fired that night. The next day, I was also dismissed by the proprietress. Moreover, the salary was deducted by half, and she was slap in the palm of her hand. At that time, young, shy and timid, faced with all this, there was no power to fight.

The grievance was so great that only one person secretly hid in the dormitory and cried. More unfortunately, when I went home that month, I happened to run into my parents’ quarrel for money. When I reached out to ask for money, the mother who didn't want to send me to study, I took me out of the air pump... The old lady was exhausted, and you went to read the ghost book and rolled back to the farmer.

After returning to school, I was so unhappy that I began to become more sentimental. At that time, I did not understand how to protect myself by legal means, and I did not know how to connect myself with a friendship team. Affected by more grievances, even if my heart hurts again, I dare not confide in people. Since then, although I really want to read the book well, but the book is always in front of the eyes, but always go away.

Since then, I have been hated by the poverty and weakness. I have an inexplicable hostility towards the boys who chase me. In particular, the conditions in the home are good. I will not say a word to him from then on, or I will be mad at him. It is true that I have offended many people. Some people even said that you ate gunpowder. In this way, I am depressed and depressed, my academic performance has plummeted. Every time I take the monthly exam, I am outside the ten.

After several times of painstaking thoughts, I was forced to persuade myself to prepare for the college entrance examination with one heart and one mind. However, as soon as I saw the shameless "confused" teacher, I wanted to kill him to feed the dog. As soon as he was in class, I was nausea. I was so depressed when I met him. In this way, the college entrance examination, I finally met the "Famous Mountain".

It is said that in the rainy season of 18 years old, I used to struggle, work hard, fail, melancholy, pain, sorrow, sorrow, screaming, swearing, thinking, suffocating, passive, Late, stupid, naive, tangled, weak, shy, pure, innocent, rotten, secretly loved, fantasizing, happy, excited, excited, excited, rebellious... ...

However, after the year, when I look back, I understand that every season of life, there are wind and rain, and there are rainbows. Every station that is alive has a landscape and has a spring color.

If, life, is a flowing picture. Then, the 18-year-old rainy season will be the most beautiful and beautiful spring in the picture. After the year, looking back, everything in the picture of life is a different style. After the year, looking back, how hard it is to be 18 years old is also irreplaceable beauty. After the year, look back, everything at the age of 18 is the happiest, most beautiful, brightest and most pure memories of life. For a lifetime, we can't forget.

Annual ring exchange, day and month flip. In the rainy season of 18 years old, the money is gone. Now, dear students are all four, and the vicissitudes of life are deep or shallow engraved in our no longer young face. The eighteen-year-old rainy season on the scroll has become our eternal memory. The eighteen-year-old rainy season, no matter how old, how many joys and sorrows, how many ups and downs, how many winds and baptisms, it will always bathe our eternal youth.

That classic old song "Returning to the First", I don't know how many days and nights I spent with the Iraqi people. I like the phrase "No matter how much pain and confusion you have to face tomorrow, you have been questioned in the faint secrets and reversals. Only then do you know that it is true that you are calm and accommodating..."

After the year, when I look back, I know that people who have washed the storm can realize that life is alive, and the depths of the path are clear, and once they understand, the heart is calm.

After the year, I will look back and understand that at the age of eighteen, the richest age in life. Eighteen years old, the most beautiful rainy season in life. Therefore, at the age of eighteen, even if it was a thorny one. Even if it was too bitter. Even if it was once, the cloud intercepted the way home. Even if it was once wronged. Even if it was once poor, helpless. Even if I have missed it. However, we will stay in and out forever.