From birth to creation, we walk slowly

From the time of entering the WTO to the birth of the world, I have gone through four years. From birth to creation, we slowly walked away...

Some people say that a university is half a society. When you enter a university, you have already stepped into the society.

I still remember that when I first went to college in 2019, we just didn't know anything about entering the WTO. We didn't have any defenses. It was a simple girl. I have never heard of elders and teachers who told me how beautiful, how free, and how crazy the university is. I have been looking forward to the life of the university for a long time.

From summer to winter, I remember that the fall was very fast, and I haven't had time to get familiar with roommates and classmates in the next four years. The weather in Xi'an is actually very weird. It seems that only summer and winter, there is no spring and autumn. This was confirmed in my later four years of life. However, I am slowly accepting this fact, but I understand that accepting is better than complaining.

Now think about the autumn of Xi'an is actually beautiful and beautiful, I still remember the campus autumn leaves yellow, Qinling maple red. Despite the bleak autumn wind, we only have joy and laughter on campus. These times have passed slowly. How have we discovered the beauty of natural change?

Twelve years have come quietly and slowly, although it is still struggling in the winter and spring changes, but winter vacation is the most beautiful thing for every student, especially for me, so emotional, homesick The girl said. Because I left home alone for half a year, I was very homesick. I felt very lonely. It was a common thing to leave tears in bed in the middle of the night, but it was still half a year. I always feel that I am a sensual but very strong girl. The beginning of the winter vacation happened to be New Year's Day, the New Year's Day after the lonely Christmas, the first day of the New Year. I remember it was very cold and cold. I was wearing a green cotton dress with a large flower pattern. I couldn’t care about the beauty. I just wanted to keep warm. In fact, it was a very fashionable dress, but it was bought at Taobao. I also pulled a cumbersome password box. I don’t know what to install. I always thought about things that I couldn’t finish. Then I met my current boyfriend inexplicably. At that moment, I was standing alone at the station and standing in the middle of the bus. He just broke into my sight. The key is that there is a lovely Samo dog next to him. I always feel unconscious. Watching him and flesh playing. He was wearing a leather top, gray trousers and a pair of outdoor shoes, and his chin was deliberately left with a beard. It felt a bit of an art, but I felt very old, at least much bigger than me. When I thought about this, suddenly flesh came to me, and he naturally took the flesh. The flesh was thirsty. He was licking a piece of water on the ground in front of me, and he immediately took the meat. The meat has passed. I thought for a while, and I watched the meat for a while, handed him a bottle of water in his hand and let him drink it for the dog. Of course, after a few words, he took the meat and drank it. Then I talked a few times naturally and learned that he is a college student. He is also a member of the school. The major is to study art. This slowly fainted his sense of unnaturalness, leaving each other with WeChat. He said that he would buy water and return it to me. When he went to buy water, I got on the bus and the car started to go. And I sent him a WeChat saying that I was gone, wishing him and the flesh to go home smoothly. In this way, we often chatted in the days that followed, and we were very happy. Unconsciously, we became male and female friends. Later in the day I found out that he was a very compassionate man and would take care of people. I have been very happy and lucky to have his company for three years. I often joke to him "You should thank the meat, if you can find me a good girlfriend without him." And he will jokingly refute me "because my flesh and blood like you to go to your side, he will not calm down when he sees a beautiful woman" haha.

The closer we are to graduation, the more we actually think about it. What do you want to do after graduation? Where do you want to go after graduation?

Suddenly in July last year, he told me that he wanted to open a Taobao shop, specializing in selling literary women's clothing. When he did everything, let me take care of it. He went to get the design he liked. I am very happy to say good, and I hope that I can help myself. Then everything started in the project, the store was opened as scheduled, and the decoration also chose the literary style that matched the product positioning. It’s almost time-consuming, and of course it’s just time spent in the spare time.

However, I deeply remember that it took him more than two months to find the source of goods. He said that we want to sell women's clothes with good quality and simple art, so that every girl likes the feeling of faintness. In fact, I know that he knows how I like it. In those two months, he ran through many places, comparing many manufacturers in the field, small manufacturers he could not see, big manufacturers did not look at us, and part because we did not have enough funds to cooperate with those manufacturers. He told me that he wanted to design himself, and then let the manufacturer process it. I believe he can do it. But it is still a funding issue, and these ideas are broken. At that time, when I was preparing to be disappointed, he was still looking for a cooperative manufacturer with confidence. As a result, he was convinced that a manufacturer in Zhejiang decided to look at the quality of his clothes.

That day he was very happy to say that he would bring me to see it. Of course, I am very happy. Later, after our investigation results and a combination of many factors, we decided to cooperate. We chose clothes from the cooperative manufacturer's warehouse to take pictures of the models. The partner is responsible for the supply of clothes. In this way, we finally solved the problem of the source of goods. Although he did not design his own clothes, he said that he would have to design his own clothes and design good clothes in the future.

After the clothes were put on the shelves, I thought that everything would be fine. I didn’t expect that a week passed. Two weeks passed. No one was interested in the shop. The number of visitors per day was only twenty or thirty. This made him and I very anxious. Only the last thing can be done without success. Originally thought that we would do very well, I would believe that there are many girls who like simple things to visit, even if they don't buy a shop to read the text, listen to the songs, but the results really make us very embarrassed. Just spent a week in the trouble, he suddenly said to me, "I will promote the school tomorrow, promote our store, I will go to work with the major universities in Xi'an, let their community help us publicize" although I don't I understand his thoughts, but I see him silently speaking, seriously in silence, I suddenly moved, not propaganda, but I feel that this little man around me really touched me, specifically what moved I, I don't know, I only know that I was moved when I watched him silently and quietly, and there was such a touch in my heart. That night he told me that he had asked his mother for thousands of dollars to promote the store, hoping to achieve the desired results. I certainly don't agree, but I have no objection. I just said to him "I believe in you." A few days later, he published his prepared archives and posters and printed business cards in the school. Of course, the activities were very smooth, but the late discovery was not effective and cost a lot of money. Although the effect is not good, he is still convinced that the cooperation with the school will continue. He said that when he starts school next year and resumes spring, he will cooperate with major universities. Then this matter has come to an end for a while.

After a few more weeks, the store still had no orders, but the shop decoration cost a lot of money. We want to go to an event, but the saddest thing is that we have not achieved credibility and what activities can't be done. We put the price on the lowest shelf for sale, but there is no order. The overall reason is because the exposure is not enough. In this way, we want to solve the problem of low exposure, but found that it is particularly difficult to solve, if there is money, you can go through the train to increase the exposure, but we have no money. Only wandering on the Internet, leaving some traces everywhere. The number of visitors to the store is also high, and more than one day is a daily event, but there are still no orders.

I was internship as scheduled during the last semester of the senior year. He also moved out one month after I came out. Because I want to live with him, I can't live without him. Although the university has faded me childishly and gradually became independent, I know very well that I can't do anything without him, because there is safety in my heart. Feeling, only has the bottom. He is always not too slow, and everything that makes me feel at ease is also very admirable. We rented a house from the place where I went to work. He said that it is close to you, I don't care. Although I know that every boy will take care of the girl, but he makes me feel different. I was hired by the unit at the job fair, so I went directly to work, and he went to work.

On the first day of our cohabitation, he got up early to find a job. The day before, he said that he had a flower design company to let him apply. Until that night, he was angry and frustrated. He said that he was being played by a company. The company asked him to go to a branch company to apply for a job. As a result, he squeezed the bus and there was no one in the branch. No one answered the call to the head office. Only then did I know that I was being released. That night he said that he was not looking for a job. He said that he would do a good job in Taobao, even if he was doing it for himself, he said he must do it well. I actually heard these words and moved to tears. I don't know why, maybe it is because I am a sensual girl. I said, "Okay, then I will work to raise you later. You only have to make a Taobao shop. I believe that gold will shine." Although it was a joke when he heard me come to raise him, I was serious. I believe that this little man around me has the same talent as Ang Lee, and I will always be a child-like woman behind him who silently supports him.

I remember that day was December 3, and I lost my temper for the first time and married him. I came back to work and saw him lying in bed and sleeping. I took the bag to him and started the fire. I remember to say to him, "Look at what you do at home every day, you know how to get your Taobao, but what do you get out of? If you don't find a job, you know that you sleep in bed all day." He didn't speak. It’s just silent. After a long time, we will naturally reconcile. But I know that my problem is very big in that matter. I came back to work and sent all the unpleasantness of my work to him, but I also said that I would raise him and let him get it. Taobao. I naturally know that he won't let me raise him, but I only blame me for being too impulsive and should not be angry with him.

It was like this for a long time. He was happy to tell me that there was an order. I was excited to ask him "What did you sell and how much?" Let him show it to me. Although he did not transfer a few dollars, it showed that his pains and persistence were not in vain. I remember that he was very happy that day. Before going to sleep, he didn't know how many persistences he would say. I certainly believe him more and more.

With him every day, I gradually learned what he did in his daily work. What is publicized on the Internet, using Weibo, using qq, using WeChat, anyway, many ways, I can't understand how to get these, but I listened to what he said, I think I got a treasure, I think He knows a lot better. Oo haha. And I am more and more motivated than before, because I believe that he will succeed. I also remember that this small shop also carries the big dreams of both of us. I still want to wait until I am done, I will kick him. I will be the boss and he will be the boss. Hey.

Until now, our Taobao small shop already has three hearts, all of which are hard to come by, and the name of the store has been changed from the original "time secret" to "Fu Xi". He said that "Fu Xi Xi" means day after day, the end of each day will greet the beginning of a new day, but not one day, because there is a sunset every day. He also said that "every day is the most beautiful sunset, it will be calm and calm and not start to shake like the morning glow." How eager for people living in the city! Of course there are more explanations." The words "Fu Xi" can only be said to be unspeakable. I believe everyone will have their own feelings.

At this time, when I knocked down the text, it was already half past two in the middle of the night. It’s like feeling that it’s been four years since I’ve just gone to college, but it’s all wonderful. I pulled myself back from the memory, but I believe that my boyfriend and I will continue to do well, no matter what happens in the future, because he insists that I will be rewarded, and we will take this small The Taobao shop has been running forever until more girls discover its beauty. Before I go to sleep, I want to tell you that this sensible and strong girl is called "Meng Meng", and the talented and considerate little man around me is called "Meng Meng", which is a stack of words in my two names. Goodnight everybody.

Written on January 16, 2019