Boy must defeat his father

In the morning, I received a call from my dad in my sleep. The first sentence of the girl’s face is “We have a big deal!”

What's the big deal? I was still in a confused state, and it felt like I heard a movie line that was headless. However, the latter words made me wake up quickly. It turned out that my father and mother lived in the hotel and suffered a thief. The camera, money and documents were stolen. Fortunately, the old couple are all right, which makes me feel relieved.

"Monetary money is after all, the money lost, we will always earn back." I comforted.

Their pulling action on the locomotive to drive the country has always made me both admired and worried - it is necessary to come back sooner or later. In my opinion, as long as people can return safely, it is still acceptable to lose some property in such high-risk activities.

In order to comfort the two suffering hearts and give them the warmth of home, I plan to make a rich meal when they come back at night. I stayed up late last night and went to the market to buy ingredients at 7:00 in the morning. After that, it was washed, cut, fried, boiled and steamed all over the morning. When they got home, they finally got three dishes: 韭黄炒Shredded pork, cola ribs, emerald tofu and smooth egg soup. Looking at Dad's slumbering stomach after stroking his stomach, I suddenly felt a sense of accomplishment like never before - this war, I still won.

When he was less than one year old, he proudly held me around to show people - "Hey, this kid is my son, smart, and definitely a little child prodigy in the future."

The most hopeful thing for kindergarten is the weekend, because Dad will return to the home of the county from the town where he teaches, and then, the mother will make a slice of green pepper once a week.

Elementary school, I started my abused career. Beaten, there are countless reasons; praised, seemingly not in memory.

When Saint Seiya was on the air, he would not allow me to watch. Then I hid behind other people’s doors and secretly watched through the door, silently raising my little universe. My family’s novels were not allowed to turn over. Then I hid in the quilt and flashed a flashlight. Look - I can't do it, just want it.

At the age of eight, in order to avoid his fists, I started a non-violent and non-cooperative movement against violence and democracy - leaving home. The result of running away from home for the first time was brilliant and remarkable. After returning home, he not only did not squat again, but also enjoyed the generous treatment of egg fried rice.

Unfortunately, due to the lack of progress and improvement in the means of struggle, since then, the effect of running away from home has become smaller and smaller. Although the mother will still worry about dying every time, he has gradually become accustomed to and calm. Because he knows that even if I don't look for me, it will not take long for me to go home safely. This means of struggle until the high school has completely failed - the fullness of the escape before leaving home will always be doubled to me after returning home - and finally I gave up.

As my age grows and my willpower increases, the physical torture gradually becomes ineffective. However, the rule of fascism was diversified, and he began to look for new ways of mental torture. According to his own mathematics teacher and the characteristics of the big door, he came up with a new trick to see the blood seal. Every time he taught me, he used a slightly gentle tone, let me gradually relax his vigilance in his snoring until When I was drowsy, he broke out in a second. The "lion cub" that had been practiced in the course of several decades of slamming the door screamed at me: the huge sound of the raid, the long-term smoke close at hand. Smoked yellow spots and large teeth, like a "storm of pears" like a spit...

All of this will intimidate the unsuspecting me in the blink of an eye. At every moment, after the despicable sneak attack, his mouth will flash a glimpse of the invisible poisonous laughter, and his dark psychology will be greatly satisfied. But is it so easy for me to be fished? I don’t want to think about who I am?!

With the gradual enrichment of my experience with the enemy, the psychological resistance to stress has gradually faltered in the realm, and finally reached the realm of the Taishan collapse in the former. Gradually, he also found that I was no longer moved by his violent temperament - "I am going to the north and south, I am not moving." - How can he enhance his explosive power and help himself? Like a clown.

Finally, he had no choice but to give up this perverted hobby. Since then, my psychological quality has risen to an unprecedented new realm - experienced such devilish training, and what kind of scolding scolding can scare me?! - Children, all violent fathers are paper tigers!

In high school, he served as the math teacher of our class. The big tricks are still the same. Due to strict requirements and majestic image, most of the classmates are afraid of him: one of the most exaggerated examples in this respect is that a high school student in a high school class, a university After graduating, I went back to our school to teach Chinese language as my dad's colleague, but when she was at a class reunion, she even told me that she had recently seen her roaring Tang teacher in her dreams, so that she was so scared from the nightmare. .

At this time, my heart will rise up with an uncontrollable sense of pride - what is the big name of the Tuen Mun?! The tortured cockroaches that have been murdered a hundred times have withstood, and the revolutionary experience since childhood has already created the smashing bones!

When filling out the college entrance examination volunteers, he finally decided to let me report to Nanjing Institute of Technology based on my usual grades. No! I am determined not! The struggle must be tactical. I must resolutely report to Peking University at the beginning, and I will not test it at Peking University! The two sides will not be deadlocked. In the end, I will make concessions. If I don’t report it to Peking University, I will report it to Zhongda. If I don’t, I will not take it. !

This embarrassment has won the sinister sin. If I open the newspaper and say that it is reported to the Chinese University, most of it will not be completed. It is said that "the law is taken up, it is the one." In the end, even if he agreed, he did not forget to say to me: "It’s up to you this year, and you won’t be able to do it next year!”

After checking the results of the college entrance examination, he was sceptical and fearful of the pain after the ruin of the dream. He insisted that I check it again. "Is this your achievement? How could it be so high? It must be wrong!"

When I finally learned that I was admitted to the University, we finally lie on the same bed again after more than ten years. I talked with my clothes and talked about it all night. The next morning, he went out to go to school and wander around. Waiting for someone to ask him what his son is doing.

When I was fresh in school, the most embarrassing thing to hear through long-distance calls was: "I told you that your baby would seriously study for Laozi one day, don't drop out of school!" - God, is that so bad? When the dropout seems impossible, he has a new worry: "Can you get a degree certificate on time?!"

Big five, near graduation, his biggest wish is that I can have a stable job is not bad. I told him that I want to take a postgraduate degree and take a test of Peking University. Repeatedly, one sentence - "There must be a good job in finding a job."

After the first test, the parents came to Guangzhou to play in the Spring Festival. When he was lying on the dental chair, I opened his mouth with a mouth mirror and saw that he was full of bad teeth. I suddenly had a very illusory feeling - this is the oppression. I have been a man for many years? Now I am lying here and letting me slaughter.

When the sharp machine drilled his caries, he couldn't help but scream, and my dark mind couldn't help but feel a bit cool - haha, you have it today? Finally, he gave him the following treatment: washed The full mouth of the tooth, filled with four wedges, two holes, and also made a root canal.

When I learned that I was called by Peking University, I immediately called him. He was in a meeting. After hearing this message, he only said a faint sentence: "Congratulations." At least the tone is faint, far from the results of the college entrance examination. What kind of mood is there on the phone? I don’t know.

Last night, I felt that my chest was short and short, and I was very uncomfortable. He drove me on a motorcycle and took a ride. On the mountain road, we stopped to rest. The father and son looked at the wildflowers on the roadside and the green farmland in the distant valley. Silent. Suddenly, my ghost asked him apologetically:

"Do you admit that I have won in the end for so many years?"

He smirked and didn't answer.

Every father will try to shape his son according to his own wishes, and use his life experience as a reference to design his life for his son. The son who truly has independent thought and free will often wants to break free from his father’s control. .

This is doomed, the battle between father and son is inevitable.

This is a war about growth, about life, about the future, about fate. If it is defeated, even if it is successful in the recognition of the world, it is difficult to get out of the shadow cast by the father's huge body when he was a child, to find out a real world.

Every boy must defeat his father to become a real man. We must all overcome our father and complete the transformation of our own growth. After becoming a father, I look forward to being defeated by my own children.

Although it is impossible to predict what the outcome of the next war will be after many years, I am fortunate that this time, I won.