Not willing is the reason you have been working hard

In the years after graduation, many people gradually lost contact with me, including good friends. But I know that they, like me, do different things in different places, meet different people, and suffer the loneliness of oneself in another city without me.

Moreover, no one in this world cares about your mood all the time, and no one cares when you are happy or unhappy when you listen to a song. You always think that there is a person who is paying attention to you, paying attention to your words and words, paying attention to your happiness or sadness, and later knowing that it is just too much for you.

But these years, I am glad that you have been walking, want to go further, take a long way, and enjoy all the strangeness brought to you by a strange city. It includes a very old restaurant with a great taste, a person who has turned away from you without talking a few words, waiting for a movie to be released for several months, and renting a room in this huge city. Live a warm house. Even after a few years of drifting, you still don't belong here, but you don't regret it. This may be the case in a hurry. You never say that you are alone, but in fact you have always been a person these years.

So you have been convinced, and have been unwilling to say that you have not realized your dreams. So I thought that everything that happened to you was nothing, even if there was no more ambiguity, no hope of reply. But you will always tell yourself that as long as you work hard to stay in the past, there will be no tomorrow. If you choose to give up, it is the real death sentence for the one who has not realized his dream.

Time is running, you are also walking. It’s just a year-to-year change. Become less anxious, no longer so hopeful, no longer so green.

Maybe you will still be confused and confused so that you have nowhere to go. Maybe you will be lonely, lonely, let you think that you are the whole world, and feel that there is not a friend who is with you. Maybe you will be weak occasionally, but this is the only magic weapon that will make you strong. You will still be sad, but later found that the expression that made you sad at that time will also happen to others.

Yes, the occurrence will always happen, and the coming will always come. It’s just that the time that happened can’t make you sure. Sometimes I am also very pity for myself, and I hope that I am in this city, no longer worrying about being unable to get on the bus or missing a MRT every day; no longer desperately rushing to review my homework until I sleep in the early morning. The next day, I ran to the classroom and sneaked over the textbooks; I was no longer criticized by my boss for a late arrival, which led to no mood for lunch.

It seems that all this will make you feel that life is not easy. Yes, life is not easy. But all this will pass, because you still have a heart that is not to be outdone. So this is the reason why you have been insisting on going to today without giving up.

Author: Mr. Kawaminami