A person chasing the sun is never lost on the road.

In 2019, I embarked on a train to Beijing with a big bag and opened my career in North. At that time, the weather was gloomy, I don’t know when it would fall raindrops, just like the front I don’t know, it’s worrying.

The decision to go to Beijing was sudden and decisive. I had a tangled day in the dormitory and then called my parents when the sun fled the window. I was going to the capital. After the message was sent, there was no anticipation of strong opposition. My father only gave me a word: OK.

In this way, I seem to have no worries, and I am delighted to embark on the road to the north. Some things only greet fear when they take the first step. When I set foot on the train in the north, I was shocked to know that Beijing, except for the famous buildings such as Tiananmen Square and CCTV Building, I know very little about it. As the saying goes, the ignorant is fearless, but for me, this sentence does not apply, because at the moment I got on the train, I began to be scared of the future, without any confidence.

After the train started, my mood became more complicated and tense, and I even retired. Human beings really are a formula with no solution. The seemingly fearless courage does not know how much hesitation and hesitation.

The sister in the next seat saw me alone, and started talking to me without a ride. After a few minutes, we started talking about our lives like friends we haven't seen for a long time.

I said my fear and not seeing, and I received some comfort and encouragement from her. Unexpectedly, she did not say some philosophical statements like a chicken soup. Instead, she told me a story, a story that made me impressed for a long time, and every time I think of it, the hormone will rise again. Her own story.

It was an unpleasant experience, and the whole experience was a journey forward.

In the college entrance examination, she became a sinner at home because she made three wrong questions. Friends ridiculed, and relatives began to expose the attributes of their poisonous tongues. Parents did not blame too much because they were fighting for their grandmother's legacy to survive. The blood and affection that was sung by human beings collapsed in the face of all interests. At that time, she was like an abandoned child. Or in order to stay away from the messy scene at the time, her family was struggling, and with the courage to be rebellious, she applied for a college.

When she entered the school with 6,000 yuan earned in her summer vacation, she thought that all the noise would be isolated from herself. But in fact, the naive idea only lasted for a few days, so it was not broken. The professional teacher is not optimistic about this ignorant child, because in her view, in addition to mastering the professional knowledge, the legal profession is also an indispensable magic weapon for a lawyer, and this child obviously does not have this aspect. Talent.

The bad situation is constantly spreading. During that period, she was like a failure in the hands of the creator. She couldn’t do anything well. The attention was like the sand in her hand. The text can't be understood, the reading ability is lost, the legal terms and words are all against her, and even the simplest problem will block her mouth. Not to mention the exam, I always sleep well before the exam. I just started to tremble when I stepped into the examination room, like a soldier who never went to the battlefield.

She has been in tears, never going ashore, deeply depressed, and once thought of dropping out of school. She called her mother late at night, trying to get comfort, and the family said that you made the decision yourself, so she had to support herself. In order to prevent herself from thinking about it, she reported eight elective courses and filled her time. In order to cope with more than 6,000 words per subject, she is always the first to go to the cafeteria to cook, to recite Japanese, to speak French, to do English listening, although the legal common sense does not sneak out like a slap, but as long as She has been there in a place with light.

Under the incessant instillation, the brain reluctantly accepted the oppression from the outside world. Although it is impossible to reach the point of genius, at least it restores the normal memory function. The four-year college career is also preparing for the end of the game. In order to get a good job opportunity, she participates in the competition just to make herself a little more chips when she competes with the employer. At the same time, she is still busy with graduation thesis. It was her only goal to fight a war that could not fail in a limited time. God did not care for the hard work, her graduation thesis was amazing, the teacher even gave birth to her plan to stay in school, but she was rejected because she has entered the most famous local law firm.

When she first entered the office, her glamorous coat was once again eclipsed. In order to be able to catch up with her colleagues, she lived a life of fast typing on the keyboard every day. In order to follow up on a case, she often prepares all night, and when everything is ready, the morning light is just as scheduled. Today, she has become one of the signature lawyers in Beijing's most famous law firm. This time she could have returned to Beijing by plane, only because the scenery along the way would meet me.

In the most difficult time, you must learn to run all the way, don't think too much, don't pin your hopes on others, you have to work hard in life, you can cry, but don't forget to run. She patted me on the shoulder, and the body smelled of lotus, fresh and pleasant.

The terminal arrived very quickly, the sky was still gloomy, I don't know if the next second cloud dyed the ink, the raindrops landed, or the sun broke through the clouds, and the earth shined.

When I bid farewell to her, carrying heavy luggage and striding forward, I know that waiting for me is not necessarily a good future, but only by fighting together is enough to be worthy of myself.

Everyone has a process of metamorphosis. This process can only be done by biting the teeth. After passing through it, it will turn into a butterfly. However, like a dandelion, it will be blown away by the wind of life.