I just don't want others to know that I am working hard.

Everyone knows that she works hard every day, every time she is busy with study, community and various types of research. Not only in the dormitory, but most people in the class agree that she is working hard. Everyone knows that she attaches great importance to learning. She knows that she is very eager to be a class committee member. She knows that she has to swear to get a teacher qualification certificate. She knows that she must pass the English four or six computer level two...

She doesn't mind that everyone knows her goals and doesn't mind others seeing her efforts.

Looking at her like this, I thought of a female classmate in high school.

She is a fat girl, probably because she is a girl, otherwise I really want to use the word thick to describe her. She has many similarities with my roommate, the biggest similarity is hard work.

She is really not smart. She is a science student. I have always disliked my stupidity. I can't solve my physical calculation problems. I always ask others for advice, but I am afraid that others will feel that I am annoying, so I often don’t understand the problem. I only ask for a question from Xueba. I only want to talk about it. I seem to understand it. If I can fill in a more confident answer, I will give up and stop asking. The remaining two questions will be "drilled" by myself. In most cases, I can't make any ghosts. I basically rushed in at the last minute after I "looked at" someone else's unclear answer.

The biggest difference between her and me is here.

She will ask me questions, and will ask any other students, and the questions she asks are basically the "send questions" in the teacher's mouth. As long as she does not understand, she will not care what others say. Why can't this be like the words, laughed and asked, once again, if you don't understand it, ask again, over and over again, she really hasn't been blind. Ten minutes between classes, the students wanted to seize the opportunity to ask the teacher to ask questions. They all lined up on the side of the podium, but as long as everyone saw that she was talking to the teacher, they would all return to their seats and give up the questions. . Everyone knows that she will not let go of the teacher in less than the next class.

Many people don't see people who are stupid than themselves. Me too, always holding a slight contempt for her. But it is such an idiot in the eyes of everyone, the score is stable in the top ten of the class, the second place in the joint test scores, went to a 211 university. And how many of our smart people, in "a certain college of a certain university" or "a certain college" complain that this school is so incompetent...

High school, I did not think about hard work.

When I was in high school, my grades always looked up from the tail on the transcript. I didn't look at it urgently. But I am always afraid that I will not get the expected progress after I work hard, and I am afraid that others will think that I am a person with a brain that is not enough to read. I tried to study hard in the dormitory alone to narrow the distance that was taken out during the first two years of high school. In the class, there is still a sense of pride in the performance. I want people to think that my grades are not good because I am stupid, but just me. I don't want to work hard, I am not the master of the brain.

But I want to catch up, and no one else wants to stop and wait for me. In a day, the time in the class is always much more than in the dormitory. There are about 14 hours in class every day, and no more than 4 hours in the dormitory except for sleeping. After deducting some trivialities, take a shower and wash your clothes and then steal a little lazy...

It is conceivable that I was in the same place when the results were so bad that there was no way to go.

I hope that I can become a "scholar" of the public. The so-called scholastic slogan is that there is always a review of people who haven’t reviewed the results and made them dumbfounded. Probably let yourself seem to learn very easily.

I know that there are more than one person who has such a strange idea. How many people are thinking about this kind of thinking, I want others to think that you are not bad, but the last one is your own.

I just don't want others to know that I am working hard, so I used to hang a slap in the day and let people know that I was just useless, not incompetent.

I just don't want others to know that I am working hard, so I spent more than half a month preparing for the campaign committee to prepare a speech but said to people, "Oh, campaign, you don't say I forgot. No preparation!" ”

I just don't want others to know that I am working hard, so I am getting worse.